Random Thoughts about MyLot
@annastasiaaaaaa (727)
Philippines
December 3, 2016 6:45am CST
I don't wanna be the person that writes everything even though it doesn't make sense anymore. Somebody that writes shallow things just so she can write anything. I am thinking about what honestly people think when you post something shallow. Would they think that you're doing it to get points maybe? To get attention?
Why is it that every time I write something I always think about "what if they don't like this? " what if they will judge me, so and so.
What if they will judge this post? What if?
I should stop caring what others think and write what I feel right? Shallow or not if it makes me happy then I will write it. But maybe the truth is I am afraid about what people think about me. That is maybe the reason why I don't usually post on Facebook. I want to get your attention but at the same time I don't. I don't know if you'll understand that.
Twisted.
I hope that somehow this site can help me express myself more.
Feel like I have to release this vibe so yeah, I'm writing it.
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8 responses
@annastasiaaaaaa (727)
• Philippines
3 Dec 16
Yes! There are just days when I feel like this. Thanks for your kind words!
@MandatoryMadness (110)
• Quincy, Illinois
4 Dec 16
Be who you are, Write what you want. Don't be afraid of what others think of you, don't worry about if people are judging you. if they are so what. I know its so easy to say but live your life the way you want to say what you want to. if you keep being afraid of being judged you will never live life the way it was meant to be lived.
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@annastasiaaaaaa (727)
• Philippines
4 Dec 16
Hear hear! Thanks a lot! I am learning to get our of my comfort zone little by little now.
@annastasiaaaaaa (727)
• Philippines
4 Dec 16
@MandatoryMadness Wow, you actually narrated my life story. I feel you on that! That's the reason why I didn't excel in the university because I wasn't comfortable about my environment so I didn't want to participate just so they could not notice or judge me. That was a huge mistake. I should have look beyond that and think differently. My parents must have been a lot prouder.
@MandatoryMadness (110)
• Quincy, Illinois
4 Dec 16
@annastasiaaaaaa Thats great. I used to always try to please everyone, make everyone happy. I never wanted to be judged and it took away a huge part of who I was as a person. I had to change it. It wasnt easy mind you. But I needed to be who i was. I feel so much better for being me. And living my life the way i want to not how other people feel they want me to.
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@1hopefulman (45120)
• Canada
3 Dec 16
Be you and be happy! This is a discussion board, so write about interesting subjects and see what other think about it. Use it to learn and to grow. It can also be used to find like-minded people.
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@annastasiaaaaaa (727)
• Philippines
3 Dec 16
I agree! This day has given me too many things to realize to the point of writing it here. Thanks for your words. 
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@annastasiaaaaaa (727)
• Philippines
3 Dec 16
I feel so much better after writing that one and so yeah I will write anything as long as the rules permit me.
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@annastasiaaaaaa (727)
• Philippines
5 Dec 16
I will remember that Julia! Thank you for your kind words and encouragement! 
@vickycheeky (184)
•
4 Dec 16
I have the same feeling as yours. I'm afraid not to be noticed by everybody. But I have also the feeling, that this can be the answer to boost my self confidence. Coz I can see that the members here are friendly, and very willing to give some advice.
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@annastasiaaaaaa (727)
• Philippines
4 Dec 16
Yeah! These were my thoughts the other day but thank God I'm thinking differently now. Little by little, we'll be out of our comfort zone the comfortable way.
@annastasiaaaaaa (727)
• Philippines
3 Dec 16
Yeah I understand your point but there are just days when you think too much about something and come up with a post like this to release the tension and to solicit the thoughts of others about the issue. Thanks a lot for your words!
@Letranknight2015 (52079)
• Philippines
3 Dec 16
If i had that thought, I probably wouldn't bother making other post or respond to the post of others.
