If you are a pie-eyed girl, would you be self-abased before the man you love?

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I am a 28-year-old girl and I feel in love with a man recently. He is not so handsome in my colleagues' eyes, but in my eyes, he is a good-looking and nice man. However, I don't dare to take the initiative and approach him, as I am not a beautiful and slender girl. I want to chat with him every two or three days, but I feel that he is not so interested in me. He always responds my message at long intervals and his messages are very short. Two or three words. I try to show my advantages to him, but I think it is not useful. At least, he never chats anything about me. He never asks me any question. What he does is only to answer my questions, in brief words. Most of time, I feel sad and think maybe it is because I am not pretty. I know that I shouldn't chat with him anymore, but I always hope that he will notice me someday.