When I was fifteen..

@Courtlynn (67085)
United States
March 23, 2017 12:43pm CST
Part one: When I was fifteen, I met a boy.. He was two years older than me, and went to a different school than me, but was friends with one of my brothers childhood friends. So with knowing that, I thought he would be a nice kid, otherwise the friend wouldn't let him talk to me. (Boy was I wrong). Well.. once we started talking and found so many things we had in common, we started talking about sex and how everyone around us seemed to be talking about doing it.. then made plans to do it some point down the road. Down the road turned into a week later.. We then continued to be boyfriend and girlfriend, and hang out everyday for weeks, which honestly surprised me.. Then we somehow started talking about having a baby and becoming a family.. (Yes, we moved fast. No I don't need more judgement on my past. Thanks). Any how.. I really thought I was in love with this boy. He was always texting me while in school then coming by after school, and on the weekends.. going on walks with me.. taking pictures with me and writing how much he loved me online.. telling me everything I wanted to hear. And had me meet his Aunt and Sister who were his main family. So having a baby didn't seem that bad, even at fifteen. Especially since I love babies. So we agreed to try. And we both got mad everytime a test was negative. Now jump forward a few weeks.. And I found out I was pregnant the whole time! But once we knew I was, nothing was as I thought it would be. Especially with the pregnancy being with someone I thought I loved, and who loved me.. * * * * * * Part two will be about what happened during the pregnancy, and will be posted in a few hours.
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@LeaPea2417 (37353)
• Toccoa, Georgia
23 Mar 17
This should be interesting, looking forward to the next part!
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
25 Dec 18
sorry this is late, just wanted to say thank you for having read these last year.
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• United States
31 Mar 17
I remember the joy of finding out you were pregnant. It is a joy I will never forget.
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
25 Dec 18
sorry this is late, just wanted to say thank you for having read these last year. and yes, it was a joy for me too, though also scary and sad.. even with planning it.
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@annierose (21583)
• Philippines
30 Dec 18
Oh! You were so in love. Perhaps your boyfriend was very handsome. I guess you were a perfect math, pretty and handsome.
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@annierose (21583)
• Philippines
30 Dec 18
@Courtlynn I got it. You were so innocent that time and he was witty I guess.
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
30 Dec 18
he was not. lol. He just knew the right words to say, unfortunately.
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
30 Dec 18
@annierose not witty, just a good liar.
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@Jackalyn (7558)
• Oxford, England
23 Mar 17
Oh my. This is the experience of so many teenagers. It is so easy to believe you are in love.
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
23 Mar 17
Sadly.
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26 Apr 17
wow mom at fifteen. How old is your child now?
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
26 Apr 17
Going on 9
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27 Apr 17
@Courtlynn I wish I had gotten married earlier. I am thirty-six and my baby is only 22-month old. That's one of the advantages of being a young mom.You get to take care of your baby while at your prime age and still enjoy doing lots of things as you grow together
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
27 Apr 17
@Iam_jauntyjen true but i dont see anything bad about being an older parent
@FayeHazel (40243)
• United States
30 Dec 18
Wow, this is very moving, very interesting. No one should judge you for being honest about a time in your life
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
30 Dec 18
thank you. unfortunately, that's most of what I've gotten in life from my story, is people judging me. as if those people didn't do things they regret or would change in their teen years.
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
1 Jan 19
@FayeHazel right I think we all have a few things we would change / redo if given the chance, even those who are determined to say not them.
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@FayeHazel (40243)
• United States
1 Jan 19
@Courtlynn Oh so true. But that's probably exactly what it is. Projection. They probably have plenty they would have changed one way or another.
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@louievill (28851)
• Philippines
23 Mar 17
I'll stay tuned in to this one
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
25 Dec 18
sorry this is late, just wanted to say thank you for having read these last year.
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@jstory07 (139717)
• Roseburg, Oregon
25 Dec 18
Being pregnant at 15 is great when you are really in love.
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
30 Dec 18
I sure thought it would be,
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@Beatburn (4286)
• Philippines
30 Mar 17
A sad story. What happened next?
@Beatburn (4286)
• Philippines
31 Mar 17
@Courtlynn Ok. I'll check it out.
@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
31 Mar 17
Its already been written
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@DianneN (247186)
• United States
23 Mar 17
Holy cow!
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@DianneN (247186)
• United States
26 Dec 18
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
25 Dec 18
sorry this is late, just wanted to say thank you for having read these last year.. and yeah, holy cow is right.
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• Banks, Oregon
24 Mar 17
I can not even imagine being a parent when i was 15 although i was a Uncle at that age and babysat alot, being the sole primary care giver just can imagine, no judgement here although i pray to god my nieces wait till there mid 20's!
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
24 Mar 17
It really wasn't hard.. the three and a half months i was a mom. Plus at my visits. But i do know it couldve been worse if i had been able to raise her.
@tzwrites (4835)
• Romania
23 Mar 17
Ok let's see what happens next.
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
25 Dec 18
sorry this is late, just wanted to say thank you for having read these last year.
@Happy2BeMe (99380)
• Canada
23 Mar 17
Looking forward to reading the rest of your story
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
25 Dec 18
sorry this is late, just wanted to say thank you for having read these last year.
@ShifaLk (17817)
• India
23 Mar 17
Teenage is like that. Waiting for the part2
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
25 Dec 18
sorry this is late, just wanted to say thank you for having read these last year.. most of it, yes. just not the pregnancy part, for most anyways lol
26 Apr 17
yes but somtime no
@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
26 Apr 17
What