I am sorry...

Jacksonville, Florida
April 13, 2017 11:50am CST
You know... I had always wished I was somebody's little girl. Being doted on with lots of hugs, and kisses. Instead... I ended up being everyone's nightmare. I can count on less than two hands the amount of genuine hugs that I have gotten my entire life, and I will be 59 next month. These are not great odds for sure. I really tried to make life work. Went back to school and received my bachelors degree with high honors. I volunteered. Was a big sister twice. Girl Scout leader. Member of the Chamber of Commerce. Received Women Business Of The Year while living in Houston. Did all those things to be a great citizen. I was a very loyal friend to many, who now have all but abandoned me. I even read and studied my Bible everyday, and one time had over 400 scriptures posted all over my home that I once owned. Nothing seemed to work for me. I really tried. I really did... Oh well... Sorry for being such a pain.
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@1hopefulman (45120)
• Canada
13 Apr 17
"I ended up being everyone's nightmare." Why do you say that? You seem to be a wonderful person!
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• Jacksonville, Florida
13 Apr 17
Just the way people treat me.
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@1hopefulman (45120)
• Canada
13 Apr 17
@teresatrotter It can be a cruel and unfair world at times.
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• India
13 Apr 17
Hope you get over it ,sorry you being so nice human you had this part of suffering for you may you recover soon
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@Rajo14 (92)
• United States
14 Apr 17
So sorry people haven't been there for you like you've needed. Sounds like someone has hurt you very bad recently
• Jacksonville, Florida
14 Apr 17
Let's say more than one person.
@Rajo14 (92)
• United States
14 Apr 17
@teresatrotter how do you deal with such people? I am a knee-jerk reaction type person...usually doesn't end well, but I let my feelings be known that way.
@Kandae11 (55164)
13 Apr 17
Do you have any idea why this might have happened?
@Kuttu_007 (1940)
• India
13 Apr 17
Don't worry....the world is still here..think it as a canvass and draw your life beautifully..