Finally had my first chemotherapy session.

@Asylum (47893)
Manchester, England
July 21, 2017 5:33am CST
The chemotherapy was scheduled to start on Tuesday, but the day did not go to plan. After providing a blood sample I was waiting in reception when I suddenly collapsed. I was diagnosed with an irregular heart condition which was causing my blood pressure to fall rapidly and generate blackouts. Therefore I am now undergoing treatment for two independent serious conditions. They admitted me to a ward overnight and I was permanently attached to a heart monitor, along with regular blood pressure tests and several doses of morphine to subdue the pain. After having X-rays and a CT scan on Wednesday I was released around 7 PM and rescheduled for chemotherapy on Thursday. The chemotherapy was less traumatic than I had expected and during the night I seem to have experienced no major side effects, so at last there appears to be some progress taking place. Now I have another chemotherapy session planned for today and a third for tomorrow. After what has been a horrendous week I am finally beginning to feel a little more optimistic.
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@marlina (154131)
• Canada
21 Jul 17
Been a hard week for you. Glad that you feel more optimistic today.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
The week seems less of an issue now that I have managed to make some progress.
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@allknowing (137553)
• India
22 Jul 17
Good you got through it all and the next one I am sure you will not have that much of anxiety.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
22 Jul 17
The second day was far easier.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
22 Jul 17
@allknowing Thank you.
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@allknowing (137553)
• India
22 Jul 17
@Asylum Happy to hear that. Look at the plus side. See how the myLot community is pampering you
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@owlwings (43910)
• Cambridge, England
21 Jul 17
I'm sorry to hear about your difficulties but it really is wonderful what doctors can do these days. I am glad that you're receiving the best treatment for both ailments that science can devise. Chemotherapy is not a walk in the park (I found it mostly intensely boring) but one can live with it. Let our friends in the USA and other parts of the world remember that, for us in the UK, all this care and hospital treatment is provided completely 'free' and with no co-payments or insurance restrictions or denials. That last bit is the most important, of course. Medical care in the UK is only 'free' in the sense that all employed people pay contributions towards both their State Pensions and the National Health Service
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
Yes, over the period of 50 years employment we pay quite a huge amount of National Health contributions and in the early years claim very few benefits.
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@Shiva49 (26762)
• Singapore
22 Jul 17
Good to hear that you have such a system to give peace of mind. In most countries we are left in the lurch and one serious illness can leave us with little choice but to accept the inevitable without follow up treatment. I have heard it said - it's is cheaper to die than get hospitalized. I agree taxes are high in the UK but it is higher for those who earn more; looks a fair system - siva
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@Shavkat (140097)
• Philippines
21 Jul 17
I am not sure how to react on this. But I am not good at it. All I can say is always think positive. My prayers for you, my friend.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
It can be a difficult subject for people to react to.
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@Shavkat (140097)
• Philippines
22 Jul 17
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@Jackalyn (7558)
• Oxford, England
21 Jul 17
Oh my. This sounds horrible, but I am glad you are able to be a little optimistic about things. My sister is fully recovered from a rare cancer and they could not give her chemo at all for some reason. I pray healing comes fast.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
We tend to think that cancer is cancer, but according to the consultants it exists in many forms. Some do not respond to chemotherapy, while others do.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
25 Jul 17
@CoralLevang I am fortunate enough to have a cancer that will respond to chemotherapy. It may not help, but at least there is hope.
@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
25 Jul 17
@CoralLevang I only wish that some day I could wake up comfortable.
@Lucky15 (37374)
• Philippines
21 Jul 17
Keep that optimism, everything will be fine :)
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
This is the most optimistic that I have felt since my initial diagnosis.
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@marguicha (223720)
• Chile
22 Jul 17
It seems that chemotherapy is different depending on the type of cancer you have. I had no problems at all except that I was constipated during the whole time. But I have heard od other people that have the opposite problem and even vomiting problems. Good luck with yours. I´m sending good vibes! I´m on complete remission: chemotherapy works.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
22 Jul 17
Yes, I was informed that different forms of cancer require different mixtures of toxins, which will affect what potential side effects can arise.
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@marguicha (223720)
• Chile
22 Jul 17
@Asylum Luck! I believe that we can help if we are surrounded by people who care and we don´t dwell in sad thoughts.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
22 Jul 17
@marguicha I never dwell on sad thoughts.
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@louievill (28851)
• Philippines
21 Jul 17
I'm glad to hear an update from you, for some reason you keep crossing my mind, as always I can onlty hope and pray the best turn out.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
It is finally beginning to look a little more promising.
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• Preston, England
22 Jul 17
ouch, the complication of the heart condition doesn't sound good at all - I expect the distress you must be feeling about the chemo contributed to that - obviously it didn't prevent the chemo going ahead and that seems to have gone well - good luck with the follow up treatments
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
22 Jul 17
You are right about the irregular heart condition Arthur. Mentally coping with either that or cancer is not too difficult, but both concurrently is certainly rather daunting.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
23 Jul 17
@arthurchappell Yes, I have had this a few times before, but never knew the true cause.
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• Preston, England
23 Jul 17
@Asylum at least the heart attack happened in hospital so they could get onto it right away
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@sishy7 (27167)
• Australia
21 Jul 17
Are you staying in the hospital during the 3-day sessions or do you have to go home after each session and come back the next day? I'm so glad it's going well so far. I hope you continue to feel more and more optimistic with each day.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
24 Jul 17
@sishy7 No, about 2 weeks away.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
I am travelling to and fro each day, which does add several hours to the overall day. Of course it is good to be home each night.
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@sishy7 (27167)
• Australia
24 Jul 17
@Asylum Will the next 3-day session be this week?
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@LadyDuck (471969)
• Switzerland
21 Jul 17
I am so sorry Barry, my husband has the same irregular heart condition. I am glad that the chemotherapy has not been traumatic and it's great to know that you feel a little progress already. Try to rest and take care.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
I have no choice but to rest because I do not have the energy to do anything else.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
@LadyDuck I was already consistently tired before the chemotherapy.
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@LadyDuck (471969)
• Switzerland
21 Jul 17
@Asylum This is what I thought, I think it is one of the problems of chemotherapy.
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@Srbageldog (7716)
• United States
21 Jul 17
I'm sorry to hear you are dealing with these health issues. I hope that you feel better soon and that your health improves.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
Things are finally looking more promising and some progress is now beginning.
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• United States
21 Jul 17
Sending positive vibes your way and that the chemo continues to better than expected.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
Any progress and respite will be appreciated.
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@JudyEv (341740)
• Rockingham, Australia
21 Jul 17
Goodness me! I'm so sorry to hear this - but at least both conditions are now getting treated, All the best for your continuing treatment.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
It is better to be aware of the problems, so at least they can be dealt with. Nevertheless it was quite devastating at first because my chemotherapy had been abandoned.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
21 Jul 17
I am virtually sitting right beside you through this whole process. I am glad that the treatments have started but worried about the dropping blood pressure.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
That seems to have been a problem for a while now, but only detected on Tuesday.
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@pgntwo (22408)
• Derry, Northern Ireland
21 Jul 17
Many fingers are crossed for you, as far as I can see.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
So it would appear. I have only told my next door neighbour and brother offline, would really needed to know. Apart from that I have told nobody because it makes people feel very ill at ease. Being able to confide in friends here has been a great help to me.
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@andriaperry (117130)
• Anniston, Alabama
21 Jul 17
Although its bad about the low heart rate at least you found out and you know. I am so glad that the chemo treatment was not bad, Actually I knew it would not be to bad but not knowing is what scares the hell out of us.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
Exactly, the unknown factor is what made me very apprehensive and concerned, especially as I live alone.
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@Shiva49 (26762)
• Singapore
22 Jul 17
Good that the chemo has had no major side effects so far. It was fortunate you had the black out when help was close at hand though it was out of the blue. Hope and pray that the chemotherapy sessions have their positive impact soon and you are on the firm path to full recovery. I was looking forward to this post - siva
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
22 Jul 17
The black out was a total inconvenience because it disrupted the start of my chemotherapy, but it did manage to serve a purpose in identifying the problem.
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@Neiltarquin (1062)
• Rass, Saudi Arabia
22 Jul 17
Good for you. Always think positive my friend.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
22 Jul 17
It is the only option to take.
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
22 Jul 17
@Neiltarquin Agreed.
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• Rass, Saudi Arabia
22 Jul 17
@Asylum its still a good thing. better to have one option rather than no option.
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@dollaboy (6048)
21 Jul 17
Hope you're feeling Better
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
Yes, if only mentally.
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@dollaboy (6048)
21 Jul 17
@Asylum Still not bad
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@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
21 Jul 17
@dollaboy I agree because it makes a great overall difference.
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