A Memory of Fear

@nanette64 (20364)
Fairfield, Texas
August 12, 2017 11:15am CST
I remember the 1950's, when life was in its simplicity. Fun and play every single day, no thoughts of evil to come my way. Then one night when I was six, because I was the oldest, I was picked. Uncle Bob took me to his room, and changed my life from happiness to gloom. My parents didn't know of my fear, whenever Uncle Bob would come near. I took the abuse until one night, when Uncle Bob tried to grab my sister; oh what a fright. I summoned the strength to tell my Mother, who told my Dad, who almost killed his brother. It was never reported to the police, so I've lived every day with the grief. Time passes but certain memories exist, I've had so many; too many to list. Strength and perseverance is what I have, whether good or bad, happy or sad. A true story via poetry.
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@LadyDuck (472004)
• Switzerland
12 Aug 17
This is horrible, something graven in your heart and in your mind like words in stone. I am so sorry this happened to you.
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@LadyDuck (472004)
• Switzerland
13 Aug 17
@nanette64 Easy to say, impossible to do. I think that men cannot understand.
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
12 Aug 17
It took a long time to try to forget it @LadyDuck . My Dad said, "Get over it."
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
12 Aug 17
@LoriAMoore It's like "Get over it" is suppose to make it disappear. NOT!!
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@marguicha (223720)
• Chile
14 Dec 17
I´m so sorry! And so many children have been abused.
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@marguicha (223720)
• Chile
14 Dec 17
@nanette64 I have read it here. It´s a shame.
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
14 Dec 17
@marguicha Oh well, "What don't kill ya makes you stronger".
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
14 Dec 17
My childhood was pretty unsettling @marguicha .
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@just4him (317249)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
12 Aug 17
That is so sad and happens all too often. Why was it never reported to the police? You did a good job telling your story in poem.
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
12 Aug 17
Back in the day things like that were not reported often; due to embarrassment @just4him . I'm sure Uncle Bob turned out to be quite a pedophile. Thank you for the compliment.
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@Kandae11 (55131)
12 Aug 17
It has to be a very sick human being who would go after a child that age or younger, I hope he pays for his sins somehow. I remember expecting a daughter when I was pregnant, but a son came and I was a bit relieved, because if anyone had ever done that to a daughter of mine I would have ended up in prison or worse.
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
13 Aug 17
I can only hope that he has suffered in some way throughout his life @Kandae11 .
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@Rhombus (356)
• South Africa
14 Dec 17
A million hugs and kisses from me. It is only by strong woman like yourself speaking out that todays kids stand a chance. Too many men are protected by silence. Well done, just by this post you may have helped others (that you may not be aware of).XXX
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
15 Dec 17
Thank you @Rhombus . I hope I can help others.
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@dollaboy (6048)
12 Aug 17
I'm sorry to hear that but these incidents should be reported
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
12 Aug 17
Back in those years, it was embarrassing to the parents to report it. I'm sure Uncle Bob was a full blown pedophile and should have been stopped @dollaboy .
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@vandana7 (100546)
• India
18 Aug 17
I can just say..I can understand... @TheHorse can you explain why such folks get away ..and what can we all do to prevent such things? I would want the person to be examined under truth serum and once proven guilty sent for rigorous imprisonment. It is bad when parents don't support or offer limited support. Parents should also not instill so much fear in the child that the child hesitates to tell the parent immediately. Somewhere we need to know how to tackle such things.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
14 Dec 17
That should never happen to any child thank goodness you saved your sister even though you were not able to save yourself.
@RasmaSandra (80658)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
12 Aug 17
OMG glad you told your mother. You were a smart girl just so sorry you had to go through something like this.
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
12 Aug 17
At that age, I didn't even know what was going on except that it was wrong @RasmaSandra .
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• Eugene, Oregon
14 Dec 17
I am glad that you told her and so sorry that you had that happen to you.