I have to bury the kitten tomorrow

@shaggin (72116)
United States
August 13, 2018 8:26pm CST
This morning the kitten met us right on the side of our house today near the door. I snapped a photo of it which is the one I shared here. It looked like it threw up as it has stuff stuck to its mouth. I cleaned what I could off and as I was wiping his chin he tipped his head up and was enjoying it. It was adorable! The kids brought it in and went outside to play with it on and off all morning. My daughter went to her friends house at 1. It started raining and the kitten was huddled on our back porch near where my son had been rocking him earlier in a rocking chair. It cried and I saw it was wet and shaky so I brought it in, wrapped it in a hand towel and laid it on my chest. My son and I took turns cuddling it for hours. My nephew came over to see it and hold it. It cried so I took it out to pee then brought it back in. It’s eyes seemed to look odd, a bit unfocused and glazed over. I tried to get it to eat and drink more but it wouldn’t. As skinny as it was I figured I needed to force it to get nourishment by giving it kitten formula. I called the pet store 10 miles away and they had a bottle and a can of formula but were closing in 10 minutes. I told them I had a kitten that was dumped and not doing good and asked if they could stay open until I got there and they agreed to stay a few extra minutes. I got off the phone took the cat off my chest and when I did she did a funny shake thing which I assume now was a seizure. I laid her in a pet carrier and set her in my bathroom. I sped to the pet store and back where the roads were starting to flood. When I got home she was laying very odd and making a really odd cry. She had a bowel movement in the cage. I scooped her up and wrapped her in another hand towel. She took two swallows of the formula. Her eyes were fixed and she made a few small meows while I pet her and let her know I was there. I sat with her for a long time. I had to get my son a late dinner so I had to lay her down. I kept checking on her and her breathing got more shallow each time. The last time I checked on her I watched her take her last breath and cried and pet her. I hope the rain stops tomorrow so I can bury her.
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@tammys85 (30065)
• Baltimore, Maryland
14 Aug 18
Oh no, I'm so sorry! You're a good person for giving this kitten love and care for the past few days.
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
21 Aug 18
@tammys85 thank you! I hope it never happens again but if it does I will know what to do faster such as trapping it and bringing it to my home and bottle feeding it if it's too skinny.
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@tammys85 (30065)
• Baltimore, Maryland
21 Aug 18
@shaggin Right. You did everything you could for it.
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@sallypup (61000)
• Centralia, Washington
14 Aug 18
Such a photo. That poor, poor little mite. You tried so very hard and yet the angels needed her. I'm deeply sorry.
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
23 Aug 18
@sallypup I wish the angels hadn't
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
23 Aug 18
@sallypup I did that with this one as well I wet my fingers and dropped it on his mouth to get him to lick it when he started refusing the water dish
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@sallypup (61000)
• Centralia, Washington
23 Aug 18
@shaggin I hear you. Years ago a kitten of mine must have got into something awful. I fought hard to keep him going, taking a spoon, dribbling water into his mouth, carrying him like a human baby. He made it for many years but oh the heart break you are going through. I truly am sorry.
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@marguicha (222844)
• Chile
14 Aug 18
Sometimes you can´t save a pet. Poor kitten.
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
23 Aug 18
@marguicha I wish I could have saved him though as I had found him a loving home.
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
23 Aug 18
@marguicha yes it really is. This poor little fella didn't deserve this!
@marguicha (222844)
• Chile
23 Aug 18
@shaggin It is so terrible to see an innocent creature die!
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@lady1993 (27224)
• Philippines
14 Aug 18
that is really sad. you tried your very best but it was just her time already
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@lady1993 (27224)
• Philippines
24 Aug 18
@shaggin I hope you feel better. There are just things you do not have any control of
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@caopaopao (12395)
• China
14 Aug 18
Poor little cat, she is still so small. If only she could meet you earlier.
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
16 Aug 18
@caopaopao if this ever happens again I will get my boyfriend to set a live trap to catch it to bring it to my property to care for it right away. It lived outside in the cold and rain with not enough food for too long.
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
21 Aug 18
@caopaopao thank you very much!
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@caopaopao (12395)
• China
16 Aug 18
@shaggin You are a thoughtful and caring person.
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@rakski (122314)
• Philippines
14 Aug 18
oh this is such a sad fate for the kitty.
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
14 Aug 18
@rakski It is so sad! I was so excited to have found it a great home it was going to. It was fine then started dying so suddenly I didn't expect it at all. I kept hoping for a miracle but it didn't happen. Even today I looked out where I laid him in the pet carrier and was hoping to hear his meows but no miracle happened I am so sad today. I'm here sipping my coffee and am trying to motivate myself to go bury it. I should have out on waterproof mascara today.
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@rakski (122314)
• Philippines
15 Aug 18
@shaggin That is so sad. they are so young...
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• United States
14 Aug 18
I am sorry to hear about this little kitty :( Glad she was not alone though when she passed..
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
21 Aug 18
@infatuatedbby yes I am glad he didn't die alone out there in the rain. I just wish he had lived
@hereandthere (45645)
• Philippines
14 Aug 18
as john roberts said, it sounds like she was already sick and, of course, you had no way of knowing. but as others also said, you did you best and it enjoyed being cared for, probably separated early from its mom and siblings, before it passed away.
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
14 Aug 18
@hereandthere it seems like it just was waiting to come in and be held so it didn't have to die alone. I think it was so malnourished living outside long alone in the rain that by the time we got it it was just too late. Although it did eat cat food I wish I did thought to bottle feed it sooner. Maybe it would have helped get it a jump start on healing.
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@LeaPea2417 (37350)
• Toccoa, Georgia
14 Aug 18
I wish the kitty had lived,
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
23 Aug 18
@LeaPea2417 me too I was so excited to have fund a great home for him to go to and I was looking forward to seeing photos of him from the owner as he grew but I guess it wasn't meant to be .
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@LadyDuck (471335)
• Switzerland
14 Aug 18
I am so sorry, poor little thing, at least he spent the last hours with someone who loved him. May be he was too young not to be with his mom. He was so cute.
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@LadyDuck (471335)
• Switzerland
23 Aug 18
@shaggin Poor kitty, he surely suffered for being dumped and then he had wrong food and may be he ate too much.
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@andriaperry (116936)
• Anniston, Alabama
14 Aug 18
You made me cry. Poor baby.
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@JohnRoberts (109846)
• Los Angeles, California
14 Aug 18
Poor little thing. Just was too far gone to recover.
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
23 Aug 18
@JohnRoberts I guess so If I could have brought it to my property sooner it might have thrived better but it was so undernourished for a week or more.
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@Starmaiden (9311)
• Canada
14 Aug 18
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
26 Jan 19
@Starmaiden I'm so sorry I didnt see this to repond. Thank you for your comment.
@arunima25 (87770)
• Bangalore, India
14 Aug 18
It is so sad. You tried so much to help it. May she Rest in peace.
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
23 Aug 18
@arunima25 he was the sweetest little kitten how I wish he had lived and went to the loving home I had found for him.
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@arunima25 (87770)
• Bangalore, India
24 Aug 18
@shaggin Destiny had some other plan and we have no control over it. Cheer up!! You did the best you could do
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@Shellyann36 (11384)
• United States
21 Aug 18
This is so sad. I am so sorry. I am glad she was with someone who was taking care of her when she passed. I am sure you're holding her helped to ease her fear.
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
22 Aug 18
@Shellyann36 her crying for me when her eyes were fixed in one spot made my heart ache. I just kept saying it's okay baby I'm here.
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@Shellyann36 (11384)
• United States
24 Aug 18
@shaggin I know that sucked to have to live through but she must have been comforted in knowing she was not alone.
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
16 Aug 18
Oh @shaggin , I'm so sorry to hear that. The poor baby. But at least you tried everything you could.
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
20 Aug 18
@nanette64 I wish I had tried buying it kitten formula the day before. Even if it was eating food it would have helped it thrive faster to have formula I think. I hope it never happens again but if it does I will know what to do quicker.
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
21 Aug 18
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@DianneN (247186)
• United States
4 Sep 18
OMG! My heart is breaking. I'm so sorry.
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
5 Sep 18
@DianneN it was really heartbreaking. I took it a lot harder then my kids did which I am thankful they weren't too upset.
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@DianneN (247186)
• United States
5 Sep 18
@shaggin I can imagine. It broke my heart to read about it. She had her whole life cut short.
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
31 Aug 18
Poor beautiful kitten.. You and your kids are wonderful for trying to help it.
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
4 Sep 18
@Courtlynn my kids wanted to keep it so bad but we couldn't and I was so looking forward to it going to a loving home.
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@Courtlynn (67085)
• United States
4 Sep 18
@shaggin understandable :(
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@Lumartz (372)
14 Aug 18
Saddening part of being a pet lover. T_T
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
21 Aug 18
@Lumartz no but is is still heart breaking just not as bad as a breakup.
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
16 Aug 18
@Lumartz yes and now I worry since people know I would take care of an abandoned kitten that more people will dump them here. I don't ever want to go through this heart break again.
@Lumartz (372)
16 Aug 18
@shaggin this is more heartbreaking than a break up. ??
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@ZedSmart (19787)
• Philippines
15 Aug 18
It reminds me of my pet a long time ago. Poor kitten!
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@shaggin (72116)
• United States
23 Aug 18
@ZedSmart was it a little orange kitten like this?
@shaggin (72116)
• United States
4 Sep 18
@ZedSmart you don't recall what it looked like?
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@ZedSmart (19787)
• Philippines
24 Aug 18
@shaggin Mine was already adult. It got poisoned.
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