My Results Are Not What I Would Have Liked Them To Be

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@HazySue (39268)
Gouverneur, New York
June 6, 2019 9:01am CST
For the past couple of days I have not been suitable company for man nor beast. I have gone through the feeling of shock, denial, anger, depression, and back to shock again. I received my results from my doctor on Tuesday for the MRI test. They are pretty sure I have liver cancer. Yes, the big C. I didn't expect that. Immediately they started making appointment for other testing. This morning I went for blood test again. Monday I go for a fiber scan. Thursday I go for a liver biopsy. They are already talking to me about liver surgery. They are testing to see exactly where they need to cut and how much of the liver will have to go. Once I peeled myself off the floor from the shock, and went through several other emotions I started thinking how lucky I am that the liver is an organ that can have pieces of it removed and still function. Now I am trying to get organized for the recovery time after they operate. Until that day I will still be writing, reading and reaching out the my fellow myLotters. Boy can I use some prayers. Thanks everybody.
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@LadyDuck (471421)
• Switzerland
6 Jun 19
I am so sorry, may be the new tests will be more encouraging. My good thought to you Susan.
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
7 Jun 19
Right now they are trying to see how involved it is. I am glad anyway that they say that they found it early.
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@LadyDuck (471421)
• Switzerland
7 Jun 19
@HazySue They found it early, so they can remove the part that is affected and you will be fine again.
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@snowy22315 (180805)
• United States
6 Jun 19
I will pray for you. FYI, someone in this development had a liver transplant, and is doing splendidly..I hear through the grapevine.
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
7 Jun 19
That is nice to hear. My doctor told me that we would get through this. She is encouraging.
@psanasangma (7287)
• India
7 Jun 19
@HazySue , I am sorry to hear your news, this must have shocked you, I wish your speedy recovery !
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• India
8 Jun 19
@HazySue My prayer for your speedy recovery
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
7 Jun 19
It was a bid shock. I thought it was my gall bladder.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
7 Jun 19
I thought I'd start with a hug. You probably need a few of them. Yes, it is a shock and a shock for me to read it. You're right, the liver can be cut and it regenerates. There is always hope and my prayers will always be with you.
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@just4him (317089)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
7 Jun 19
@HazySue I hope it gets over with quickly.
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
7 Jun 19
Thanks for the hugs. You are right, there is always hope and prayers. I have faith that things will turn out. I am over the shock and now into the stage where I want them to get all of the medical stuff over with.
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@kobesbuddy (78882)
• East Tawas, Michigan
7 Jun 19
And with the Lord on your side, your recovery time will be short and the surgery, done perfectly. You will soon be back on your feet, as before the 'terrible C' gave you a scare. You're gonna be just fine, Susan!
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
24 Jun 19
Thanks, I have a tremendous amount of believe that faith will see me through. I appreciate your positivity.
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
25 Jun 19
@kobesbuddy You are absolutely right. He does work miracles.
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@kobesbuddy (78882)
• East Tawas, Michigan
24 Jun 19
@HazySue God's power to heal has never changed and he still performs miracles, even today:)
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@nela13 (58669)
• Portugal
24 Jun 19
I will be praying for you, let's hope for the best, you will be fine again.
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
25 Jun 19
Thank you for the prayers. That means a lot to me.
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@nela13 (58669)
• Portugal
26 Jun 19
@HazySue Don't need to thank me, I wish you can be okay again.
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@rebelann (112875)
• El Paso, Texas
7 Jun 19
I've put you in my prayers, I hope all goes well.
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
7 Jun 19
Hi, thank you for the prayers. I have decided that they will cut into me and remove the bad tissue , close me back up, and send me on my way home. I will not let this beat me.
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@rebelann (112875)
• El Paso, Texas
8 Jun 19
positive attitude is a good step towards recovery @HazySue
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@Juliaacv (50982)
• Canada
7 Jun 19
I am sorry for the news that you received. I will pray for strength for you and precision and best knowledge for your care-givers and doctors.
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@Juliaacv (50982)
• Canada
7 Jun 19
@HazySue I've got you in my prayers Sue, don't give up-please! You have great doctors, and although we do not get to choose if or when we get sick, now, more then ever, with the medical advances that are being made almost daily it seems, it has to be a better time then not to face this. The odds ARE with you. Don't give up, I know you've got this.
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
7 Jun 19
Thanks you, I knew your would. I do need the strength to face this, I believe I have a bit of strength, and I have some terrific doctors.
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@simone10 (54187)
• Louisville, Kentucky
6 Jun 19
Praying for you! I am so sorry that you are having to go through this. I pray they don't have to remove a lot of your liver
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@simone10 (54187)
• Louisville, Kentucky
9 Jun 19
@HazySue you are in my prayers Susan
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
7 Jun 19
Thanks, so do I. Whatever it is I will live with it. Hopefully they won't decide that I need to be put on a liver transplant list.
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@Tampa_girl7 (50256)
• United States
6 Jun 19
So sorry to hear this. I can't even imagine what you feel.
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@Tampa_girl7 (50256)
• United States
7 Jun 19
@HazySue it will
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
7 Jun 19
Thanks, right now I am finishing up projects in between the pain and nauseous feeling that is almost always there. I keep telling myself This too will pass.
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• United States
6 Jun 19
oh, ms. susan, my heart filled with sadness readin' this news. yer 'ntitled to feel shock 'n e'en anger, such'd be normal. yer correct, the liver 'tis a wonder'n that fashion. i hope there'd be a support group handy nearby fer ya. i'll continue to keep ya close'n heart (yup, my way'f sayin', prayin' sweet lady!) 'n know that so many here're doin' the same. i know yer family's gonna be helpin' ya through this tryin' time, but know that we'd be here, too. ya can e'en p.m. if'n ya wish to visit'n private. sendin' healin' hugs
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• United States
7 Jun 19
@HazySue yes ma'am, all 'f those thingies're gonna be most helpful. jest know ya aint 'lone, k? if'n ya don't find ya a support group, we'll be such fer ya.
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
7 Jun 19
Thank you. I am lucky, in a way, that it is the liver. At least it can regenerate itself and pieces be removed. Hopefully positive thinking, pray, and the will to live will have me sailing through all this ok. My family for sure is helping. I hate to worry them this way but I can't not tell them.
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@rakski (123267)
• Philippines
7 Jun 19
I am sorry for this news. I will pray for you.
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@rakski (123267)
• Philippines
7 Jun 19
@HazySue yes, that is for sure. You will be in our prayers
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
7 Jun 19
I am surrounded by such warm caring people both at home and here at myLot.
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• United States
6 Jun 19
Sending you hugs Susan and of course I'll be praying extra hard for you that you will be okay.
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• United States
7 Jun 19
@HazySue the fact that they caught it early is good
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
7 Jun 19
Thanks, I hope they will move quickly, so far they seem to be. I would rather all the surgery and such be over and done with.
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• Sonora, California
6 Jun 19
I am so sorry, I am praying for you!
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
7 Jun 19
Now I am busy putting on my fighting gloves for the biggest fight of my life.
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• Sonora, California
7 Jun 19
@HazySue I will be praying for you as well, I’m sure many others will as well!
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@marlina (154131)
• Canada
7 Jun 19
Sorry to read about this news. Sending you all my best wishes that everything turns out for the best for you.
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
24 Jun 19
Things will be ok. Right now they are studying my tests at Shands in Gainesville.
@RasmaSandra (79892)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
7 Jun 19
So sorry to hear this but I know the Lord is every with you. I will put you in my prayers and send many blessings and virtual hugs.
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
7 Jun 19
Thanks for the prayers, blessings, and hugs. I certainly can use them all.
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@Elizaby (6902)
• Pensacola, Florida
9 Jun 19
I will be praying, Yes the liver is an that is why some people can get a portion of liver transplante fro some one copatible,
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
24 Jun 19
I keep that in mind. At least it can regenerate itself when a part of it is taken out.
@Hannihar (130218)
• Israel
7 Jun 19
@HazySue I am so so sorry. I could not read anymore after read that you have liver cancer. That is horrible.Can it be treated and you can live a long long life?
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
7 Jun 19
You are so sweet. The liver can be cut and parts of it taken out and still work. Fortunately it can also regenerate itself. They also feel that they caught it in the earliest stage so that is a blessing.
@responsiveme (22926)
• India
7 Jun 19
So sorry to hear this.The Medical scenario is highly advanced now and you are right about the liver growing back and functioning. Healing thoughts going out to you.You will be fine.Take care
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
7 Jun 19
I was stunned at first but now I have adjusted and will put my faith in medical science and God.
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@AAichka (434)
• United Kingdom
7 Jun 19
I`ll pray for you.
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
24 Jun 19
I appreciate your prayers. They always seem to help.