I dont like this feeling...

@cpefley (1926)
San Jose, California
January 22, 2020 10:36pm CST
Normally I write on my computer, but tonight, I'm on my phone. I'm tired, miserable, and hurting. I went to the dr yesterday. He ordered some tests, referred me to a new rheumatologist and pain management dr, and refilled my prescriptions and added lidocaine patches to the list. Today, it took everything out of me to go pick them up. I think I'm starting to get depressed about this and the other worries I have in my life at the moment. I just want to get up and fix everything. My dr also said if I got the forms for a caretaker, he would fill them out. I just dont like where I am at right now. I think I should just try to find something that makes me happy and not think about it for awhile.
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Kokil agarwal
@amitkokiladitya (171927)
• Agra, India
23 Jan 20
I hope you get well.soon . What happened to you?
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Loretta
@noni1959 (10104)
• United States
24 Jan 20
Even when I don't feel up to it, I try to watch funny Youtube videos.I hope you find relief.
Dominique
@dodo19 (47336)
• Beaconsfield, Quebec
23 Jan 20
I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. I do hope that things get better.
OceanTiara
@RebeccasFarm (90294)
• Arvada, Colorado
23 Jan 20
I wish I could help Colene
Simone
@Janet357 (75646)
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23 Jan 20
i think i know what you are feeling. i felt the same thing a few days ago. sickness is our number one worry especially if there are so many meds to be taken.
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@Nakitakona (56486)
• Philippines
23 Jan 20
Stress and depression are part of life. Nobody could skip them but they could be ignored.
Judy Story
@jstory07 (139782)
• Roseburg, Oregon
23 Jan 20
I hope everything will improve for you and you can find something to make you happy.