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He left, he suddenly let my hand go without saying anything. He let me go as if I'm like a balloon. By the time he left me when I needed him the most, was the biggest pain I felt in my life. My heart was broken into pieces and it bleed so bad that I struggle. Even though it was really painful, I tried to get up, tried to walk even though my heart was bleeding. I keep my self sane coz no one, no one could help me. All the painful words he marked on my inner being is a scar that will forever stay. His actions that slowly killed me gives me reason to think. By the time he left, I asked my self, will there be a time that he'll come back to say the 3 words, it is not I LOVE YOU but it's I AM SORRY, SORRY FOR EVERYTHING, SORRY FOR HURTING YOU SO MUCH, SORRY FOR LEAVING YOU HANGING, SORRY FOR NOT BEING THERE WHEN YOU NEED ME THE MOST, SORRY FOR NOT HOLDING YOU TIGHT, SORRY THAT I AM NOT THE RIGHT PERSON. SORRY THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT I HAVE TO LET YOU GO BECAUSE I AM HURTING YOU. I am really dying to hear these words from him. At least these are the the words can slowly heal me. To heal me from all the pain from him. I did forgive him even he doesn't know. But i guess, I can totally forgive him when the time comes and when he say these to me.