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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 13 Jul 20

When you really love someone you must learn to forgive. Yes, I did. I did forgive. But that was it. That was good enough, I think. And I think I did the right thing. Forgiving him was my choice and leaving him was the best...

theend

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 11 Jul 20

The ending was full of sorrow and sadness. It was hard, painful and devastating. But nevertheless, it gave me courage to help my self because no one could ever help me but me, you know. I was in that state where I have to keep...

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 2 Apr 20

He left, he suddenly let my hand go without saying anything. He let me go as if I'm like a balloon. By the time he left me when I needed him the most, was the biggest pain I felt in my life. My heart was broken into pieces and...

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 20 Jun 19

Things change, feelings have change and all I can do right now is to wait and continue my life without him by my side. As what in Leona Lewis's song "get better in time" it will all get better in time. Honestly, I am not okay,...

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 26 Mar 19

It's been a week since we haven't called each other. A week of silence and cold feelings towards each other. Last week was tough, painful and hurtful. The words that came out from our mouth are like two edged sword that strikes...

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 2 Feb 19

Me and my man has been together for almost 3 years. And within those years I have felt that I was never be welcome in his family. I could feel that he was never proud of me to introduce me to his family. I don't know.. I don't...

willthey beable toacceptme hisnotproudofme

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 15 Oct 18

I had this feeling last night that this is going to be the end, the end of my relationship to my wonderful man. We had fights and tough times, blaming, arguing and misunderstanding with each other that makes us in a bad mood and...

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 10 Sep 18

I'm an only child in my family so all the attention and expectations were drawn upon me. Since I was a kid, I have never had a special bonding with my mother. She always busy at work and give me nothing but a massive told-off...

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 17 Apr 18

There is no such a perfect relationship and it will always be tested through time. Things can’t go smoothly as we dreamed or as we wish, hurdles, unendless petty fights and trials. When you trully love someone, you should not...

hope love iamnotperfect testings

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 16 Apr 18

A simple discussion turn into a small fight and became a huge one. I don’t know why every time he talk about “ex” he just could not move on. And how he always tells me “break up” that’s his favourite phrase everytime we are in an...

love loveispainful heneverlovedme

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 5 Mar 18

Everything is changing, the earth, the environment, life, friends, thoughts, mind and even the love of your life. I am not the woman anymore that he first saw, I became ugly, fat and never could be the woman of his dreams...

preparingforheartbreak

uglyme

neverbeautiful

feelingsdochange

Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 8 Jan 18

There it goes again, I have a big feeling that soon will be finished and another heartbreak is waiting for me in the end. I thought it will be him, thought he will be my last and my forever but lately, I could feel that he's...

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 6 Jan 18

I am a person who is nothing to the world, to my family and even to my partner. I never did anything good to them, that's what they told me. I am nothing. Yeah, they are right. Who would've not agree to it, I am fat, ugly,...

iamuseless

nobrain

iamnothing

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 6 Jan 18

When you love someone, you must be ready of the consequences that will happen, especially when the person falls out of love from you. That person is easy to get angry and gets angry even to such small things, he/she gets too...

misunderstanding

fighting

smallfightsturnstobig

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 7 Nov 17

There are times that I feel so sad, thinking people around me will leave me. I am not depress its just that I miss my husband so much, but every time I talked to him, I don’t want to break down and cry in front of him. There are...

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 7 Sep 17

There is no such a perfect relationship, even the couple who are deep in lovewith each other will always have their misunderstanding, Love quarrels and arguments that can hurt each other verbally. I am not a perfect wife, I have...

relationship

imperfect

sorryiamnotperfect

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Piyaya Atleast you realize

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 7 Sep 17

I know that in a relationship there will always be petty fights, arguments, misunderstanding and disappointments.. I am not expecting too much from you, what I only expect is that YOU will love, understand & respect me, that's...

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 7 Sep 17

There is no such a perfect relationship, even the couple who are deep in lovewith each other will always have their misunderstanding, Love quarrels and arguments that can hurt each other verbally. I am not a perfect wife, I have...

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 15 Aug 17

Before heading home, I had a very short trip to Thailand. Even for a short period of time I travelled and visited few places and I said to my self that I'm coming back. I will come back and explore more of the country and its...

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Piyaya @piyaya30 (137) • London, England 15 Aug 17

Time is gold and its is very important for those people who are always in a hurry or like to do something very special. Okay okay, well time for me is very important and because of this I have thoughts for my self that I want to...

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