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And pooof , voila , I got exactly what I needed a full night of un interrupted sleep last night and today could not have gone better. Class was wonderful and I have full comprehension of what I need to do tomorrow for my presentation in class. So after dinner all I have to do is write some notes as to what I am going to say and everything will simply fall into place. You know why it will? Because I have chose a new way of thinking about how I want my life to go, at least till I am done school. I am literally going to change each negative thought into positive ones and cut out the worry crap. I knew this stuff before but when you get bad news like your father may have cancer and he is already sick with health issues it really takes a tole on your brain and your heart at least for myself it did. I started getting crazy like, thinking I couldn't do things or I couldn't understand things and simply falling down the rabbit hole of "my life is sh*t" when really I have a great life with just a few cuts and bruises, thats it. When I figured this out again for the 1 millionth time. I woke up thinking clearly and I now have my purpose back. I am a smart 40 year old lady with many talents and I am great at helping people and the 2nd career that I chose is absolutely right where I need to be in this stage or chapter in my life. No matter how hard my education gets, no matter how frustrating it can be or how tired I get before the weekend begins.. I have to keep going because I can't wait to be able to help save a life or properly support someone on the very worst day of someone's life. I am where I am meant to be. Yes I can still be concerned about my dad and offer support when ever I can but that can't be my number one focus because he is going to be or not be sick , life will happen I just have to live my life and go with the flow. After all my Dad taught me how to be strong, now is not the time to let him down. Jane , time to eat, then notes for presentation! Cheers everyone