Today is the First Month Being Away

@Shavkat (140118)
Philippines
February 8, 2022 4:33am CST
I almost forgot that today is the first month my mom left us. Deep inside, I need to be strong for my siblings. In the family, I am the only one who does not show weaknesses. It is because I am the eldest. There is a big BUT. I cried when my mom died last January 8. I was sobbing and crying while talking to my younger sister who is living in another city at that time. In time, I am going to be fine. The valid point that I am putting into my mind is, she and my dad will not deal with this pandemic thing. They do not need to feel any pain in their bodies. Are you tired of reading about my sentiments in life? Image Credit: images.squarespace-cdn.com
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@dodo19 (47336)
• Beaconsfield, Quebec
8 Feb 22
I'm sorry for your loss. It's hard to lose a loved one.
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@Shavkat (140118)
• Philippines
8 Feb 22
It will take time, but I am sure things will be back normal again.
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• Portugal
8 Feb 22
I'm so sorry for your loss.
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@Shavkat (140118)
• Philippines
8 Feb 22
It's okay. We cannot control this. In time, I will see them with open arms in heaven.
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@LadyDuck (472083)
• Switzerland
8 Feb 22
One months is very short, it will take time to move on.
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@Shavkat (140118)
• Philippines
8 Feb 22
I agree. I know that it will really take time.
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@wolfgirl569 (108166)
• Marion, Ohio
8 Feb 22
It is always hard at first.
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@Shavkat (140118)
• Philippines
8 Feb 22
I agree. It is really a sudden thing to handle.
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@Rashnag (30592)
• Surat, India
8 Feb 22
So sorry to hear. Not at all dear. I can understand your pain. It's very painful to lose our dear family members. Try to stay strong for them. You can cry when you alone as it's good to let out our emotions. Take care dear
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@Shavkat (140118)
• Philippines
8 Feb 22
I must admit that I shed tears when I am alone in my room and before sleeping.
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@Shavkat (140118)
• Philippines
9 Feb 22
@Rashnag I wish you the same thing
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@Rashnag (30592)
• Surat, India
9 Feb 22
@Shavkat oh ok dear. Take care of your health and of your dear ones
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@Iqbaleee (125)
• Tangerang, Indonesia
8 Feb 22
I'm sorry for your loss, it's very hard to lose someone we love
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@Shavkat (140118)
• Philippines
8 Feb 22
Indeed. It is a part of life to experience this.
@youfiq (2565)
• United States
8 Feb 22
I hope you are getting better every day
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@Shavkat (140118)
• Philippines
8 Feb 22
I am trying my best. I always contact my younger sister and talk about anything under the sun. It is also a good way.
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