I’m Still Around Just Not Often
@BelleStarr (61102)
United States
March 10, 2022 4:46pm CST
Hi all, I have become quite a hermit. I’m just writing a lot, it keeps me from thinking too much.
Last week I went home for one night and to the Y for exercise, it felt good and very normal.
Not much else new with me. I spend a lot of time in my room watching MKR, I am totally addicted to this show. I also love The Gilded Age.
I ordered two new pairs of sneakers from Zulily and I am waiting for them to come in.
All the financial issues have resolved so I am now getting the pension and social security benefits I am entitled to. I got my state tax refund in just 5 days, Go Connecticut!!!
I have been doing genealogy research for my daughter in laws step father and it has been so interesting!!
Anyway I am healing slowly but surely. I miss all of you!!
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36 responses
@RebeccasFarm (90294)
• Arvada, Colorado
11 Mar 22
I am so glad to see you and to read that things are looking up Belle.
I am also happy to know you are keeping busy.
We will see you when we see you. I miss you too
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
23 Mar 22
I really do miss everyone but my brain is just not right and I have to keep really busy to keep from falling to pieces. I will be back eventually.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
23 Mar 22
Thank you, I miss all of you guys too.
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@CarolDM (203422)
• Nashville, Tennessee
23 Mar 22
@BelleStarr Take care of yourself.
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@jobelbojel (36027)
• Philippines
2 Apr 22
We can certainly understand or maybe at least me because I am not leaving the site not very active but not often.
By the way, what is MKR?
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
18 Apr 22
it is My Kitchen Rules a very popular reality show in Australia.
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@jobelbojel (36027)
• Philippines
20 Apr 22
@BelleStarr oh that's interesting. Thank you.
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@1creekgirl (41692)
• United States
14 Mar 22
I missed this post...I was thinking about you yesterday and wondered how you are. I can't imagine how tough this is. I'm so glad you have such a close and wonderful family. You're in my prayers.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
23 Mar 22
Thank you Vicki, I am just getting through one day at a time. I feel like a fish out of water but I know that it will continue to get a little better as time goes on.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
23 Mar 22
Yes it is a slow process and I just don't feel like my usual self.
@kareng (61231)
• United States
13 Aug 22
@BelleStarr I've been on the one day at a time for awhile now. Plus this getting old thing is not easy!
@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
11 Mar 22
I miss you too sweetie. So glad the kids are helping you get through this. It helps them too I'm sure.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
24 Mar 22
@BelleStarr I do you too and wish I could help but I've been where you are and no one can do much except be there for you and time helps some eventually.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
23 Mar 22
Thank you so much, how are you? I think of you often.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
23 Mar 22
Thank you, I am not used to being this fragile, it is quite shocking to me actually, I'm usually strong but this has really fitted me.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
23 Mar 22
lol That is Brie, she is 15 years old and my sweet baby. I haven't been on Facebook much either, I have become somewhat of a hermit. lol But today I had lunch with a girlfriend which was a big deal for me.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
3 Apr 22
Yes I know he is somewhere else but I miss him here!!
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@Shiva49 (26765)
• Singapore
4 Apr 22
@BelleStarr Yes, from the seen world to the unseen but the connection will never be broken when it is driven by love.
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@RubyHawk (99405)
• Atlanta, Georgia
11 Mar 22
It’s good to hear you’re doing all right.Im spending time sorting out my poetry also getting all my pictures in albums. It helps to keep busy. It’s good that you have all pensions and so on taken care of. It’s a lot to do and takes time. Take care. My thoughts are with you.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
2 Aug 22
Yes sorting the money out was exhausting. Now I will
Have to decide what to do with the houses
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@RubyHawk (99405)
• Atlanta, Georgia
2 Aug 22
@BelleStarr That will be a hard job. Do you have a trusted person to help you?
@Hannihar (130213)
• Israel
11 Mar 22
@BelleStarr
You are missed too and so good when you can come here. I am not here all the time and have had lots to do and still more and not sure how much next week I will be here. It sounds like you have been productive in other ways. Congrats on the pension and Social Security nd getting your State refund in 5 days. That is really fast. Take your time to heal. Take care of yourself.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
23 Mar 22
Thank you, It really is easier now that my finances have ll sorted out. But my heart is still broken so I just try to get through one day at a time.
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@Hannihar (130213)
• Israel
23 Mar 22
@BelleStarr
I am very sorry to hear that your heart is still broken. Take care of yourself and all you can do is one day at a time.
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@LindaOHio (181320)
• United States
11 Mar 22
Good to see you. I'm glad you are getting your benefits. You are one brave lady. I could not handle life as well as you are if I lost my husband. Sending virtual hugs.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
1 Apr 22
I’m really not doing well, I’m so emotionally fragile, not like myself at all
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@LindaOHio (181320)
• United States
2 Apr 22
@BelleStarr I am so, so sorry. I wish I could offer some words of wisdom; but I know I would be an emotional wreck. Maybe stop here more often. There are a lot of people here who support you.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
23 Mar 22
Thank you, I am coming out of the daze a little bit at a time but I still can't say his name without welling up, I hope at least to be able to do that someday.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
1 Apr 22
Thank you, it’s hard but I think I can see the end of the tunnel
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@moffittjc (121659)
• Gainesville, Florida
20 Apr 22
I miss you too, but understand that you have to deal with grief and heal in your own way, at your own pace. I know you’ll pop in when you can. Hang in there. I continue to keep you in my prayers.
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@Gabugs (1895)
• United States
30 May 22
@Belle Starr So glad to know that you are making every bit of effort to bounce back to normalcy. Of course, it may not be easy. But my dear, what can be done except to bow down to God's will. He sure works in mysterious ways!
Doing something for yourself like "ordering two pairs of sneakers" can be uplifting- - - no matter how small this exercise may be.
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@BelleStarr (61102)
• United States
23 Mar 22
Thank you Dena, I need the prayers.
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