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I hope you are all doing well. I've been offline on Mylot for a very long time. Lots of bad things happened on my side but everything is okay now. I lost one of the people who was very dear to me. The reason behind this will sound stupid but is a fact. My friend whom I thought was like a little sister, was a best friend to me although she made it very clear I was not her bestie "just a friend." As I was struggling with bad times she decided to end our 2 years of friendship just because she was informed that I was having a bad day and to give me a call when she'll be free. I learned the value I had in her life as I stood by her side all the time but when she met new people and got new friends I was no longer important to her. Her last message was confusing, before she blocked me she said, "I wish you all the best for the future. Our friendship had a lot of happy memories." In short, I was upset so my hubby texted her to give me a call hoping It would get my head off things that were upsetting me but instead, she was mad at my husband and said quite some mean things to him. Afterward, she texted me and said she didn't want to call me and talk to me of have to cheer me up because I was having a bad day. She hates that my husband would make such a request to her. Not long ago her best friend was having a bad day and she called me and said let's cheer her up in a group call and we did so. I didn't need her to call me but I am happy I know where my place was in her life. It hurt a lot but I learned to live with the pain. I went into depression again, my insecurities increased even more by her behavior. Sometimes I wonder why I even have friends since in the end they all leave. No matter how good I am to them in the end they don't value me. If I'm not wrong friends always supports each other and would cheer up each other in bad time. I don't know how I am blessed with friends who do not value me. How have you been?