Friday Update

exhausted from blood work, or just the day? I am exhausted from life...

@MommyOfEli2013 I don't have to deal with bloodwork for a couple more weeks. That's when I have to take George back to the lab to get his done. Something I'm not looking forward to.

@kaylachan Sorry to hear that. I will probably get some bloodwork done next week myself....although my doctor keeps postponing the tests. Though now most have not been done in a year so he might. They do an A1c as soon as they take me back to the room though at least so I always know how my blood sugar is doing.

@MommyOfEli2013 They can split the money and everything will be done. I know you were hoping to live in it.

I knew I would get comments that it did, so I mentioned they were the inspiration. What, selling it off? Well I don't know how it all works....but my mom taking ownership and then renting to us seemed like a good deal. Even my uncle mentioned it back before things got in motion. Us being able to move there would have helped so much. But I should have figured we wouldn't get to, my life never works that way.

@wolfgirl569 maybe that's just what my mom thought because they just did the appraisel....but I know it would be easier. I know we couldnt afford to rent it either unless my mom controlled how much. I may also feel bad that 2 of my cousins will get some money because their dad passed away and so they'll get his share. But then I guess that's just me being selfish.

@MommyOfEli2013 I don't see you as a failure. You're a good artist.

I really did...I spent a lit of time in their house growing up...and even after I grew up. Maybe he doesn't want to sell it and that's just what my mom thinks. Guess we'll see when they get back what the appraisal lady says it's worth. I just wish she wasn't leaving...but It's good she has a life and will probably be successful. Unlike me, a 36 year old failure. I'm glad you like the bears

@just4him but art will never make me real money... Its a hobby that i earn some pocket change with. So I still feel like a failure.

Was hoping she'd change her mind....but I guess not. I was always close with her but guess everyone moves on... And I was really hoping to be able to move into the house....but it is what it is I guess :( I thought some might mention them so wanted to put it out there that I was inspired by that

@MommyOfEli2013 Yes, as the song goes, life's about changes, nothing stays the same. We want the good things to always be there, but that's just what always happens. If your mother took possession of the house, she has to pay insurance on it, keep up on any repairs, and there's taxes, she may have felt the cost involved with upkeep would be a lot. And hiring everything to be done when a person works or doesn't have the time or ability to fix everything is tough, and expensive. I'm sure it will be hard to see the home of your grandparents sold, I remember well that feeling and it was very difficult. That was years ago. The house was eventually removed and a fire station was built there for the neighborhood area. But the house still exists, in my memories.

@MarieCoyle Well I am done with change, it can quit already. I knew about the taxes, but I guess I was too dumb or naive about the rest. If I had money then I'd be able to cover it all myself but sadly I don't have any money. So once again I lose out.... while others have it all. Sorry you went through that situation...that's good you have the memories of the house

Yes, South Korea.....I barely see her now but I'll never see her once she moves. I don't know why he can't move here lol. He seems pretty nice, we just saw him back in January I think when he came to visit. glad you like the bears

@MommyOfEli2013 Self learning is always the best. However, at times, we need sometimes, we need to find out certain key information on the skills we want to get. Best of wishes again for you and your near ones.

I don't think that will happen, probably would cost too much so wouldn't be worth it for her. She'd lose out on money because we couldn't pay enough in rent to make it worthwhile. I can't say on South Korea....but she' been there twice and loved it. She wants to run a hotel there or something. Glad you like the art design. I started after high school...but taught myself everything I know, which probably isn't much lol

Glad you like them. Weekends go by too fast... I'm not sure why they can't. Think my uncle just is ready to be done with it all

Well it is just a digital design, but thank you... Hugs...

It is what it is I guess. Just too much change and stress.