Colonoscopy & Endoscopy done....I spilled apple juice everywhere.

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I am happy that the Colonoscopy and Endoscopy are completed. I was very nervous about the whole thing. I was worried about the procedures itself but was worried for the results. I just kept on thinking that something had to be picked up from how awful I've been feeling since November. It was discovered very quickly by the staff in the hospital that I was a nervous one. But glad they were all so understanding and supportive. I did understand these were common procedures but having health anxiety doesn't help me believe I will be ok sometimes. It's a nuisance and not completely sure why the health anxiety has got real bad recently. (There are theories but don't know for sure). The dude who did the procedures spoke to me a bit about what I was dealing with and he told me that what I was describing didn't sound like Acid Reflux. Which I found interesting. This whole time my dad kept on telling me the same thing. Which I am now feeling a bit mad with a doctor who put me on tablets in January that only made me worse. With all due respect, I just don't know what I said to her that day that made her believe it was Acid Reflux. That day she was also not really listening to me either. Only saw her because my doctor wasn't available. I'm trying to be understanding but I'm just mad that I was treated for something I do not have. Anyway, after the procedures, I woke up to food and drinks next to me. Or maybe it was brought over while I was waking, I honestly have no clue. But I do remember reaching over to either grab apple juice or maybe a sandwich but next thing I knew, apple juice was all over the tray and table. I felt so bad. The nurse was so understanding and said "It's ok love you just woke up and all loopy." I apologised so many times because I didn't want to give anyone more work to do. I have no clue what I did but she came back with more apple juice and was like "Round two." She was nice. Later on, after I was dressed I got some reports. Which surprised me. I didn't think I would know anything until I saw my doctor again. From what I understand, which honestly, I have no idea what I am reading nor do I understand what photos I am looking at (I got photos of what the scope took ) But it says no sign of reflux. And looks like both procedures showed nothing serious. Which is good. But still am waiting to see my doctor for these results and the MRI scans. I'm hoping soon everything will be pieced together on what has been going on with me.