Job interviews are so stressful

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A person from a company called me recently. They offered a full-time job. I want to earn money, but I have a disability. And I accepted a full-time job. I can't believe this. I took the exams and on Monday I will have the last interview. Yesterday when I had my tests and an interview I forgot completely what I wanted to say. I couldn't find the word in English. So I couldn't answer a question. I just stayed there with no words. Today I had a job interview with a person. I expected the worst. I was very anxious. And that person seemed so understanding and kind. Again I couldn't find the words and the man didn't laugh. It was my first job interview. I will receive an answer on Monday, I will have my last interview. They will think if they will hire me. The job is from 1 pm to 10 pm. I can't imagine working for so many hours. And they don't have part-time jobs. I wanted to give myself an opportunity. I am not sure if I can handle this or if they will hire me. I will receive the minimum wage. I really need money, but I don't know if I can handle working for so many hours every day. I couldn't say no to an opportunity. These don't appear often for me. Now I start to have panic attacks only when I think that I should work for a full day. Until now I had only part-time jobs. Many people won't understand this, but I have depression and panic attacks. These made me unable to work and concentrate. I can work with breaks and part-time, but I have never tried to work full-time.