Dinner Break Once Again

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I am currently on my dinner break, but I have no appetite. I'm having such a bad day again just like yesterday. It's not even about the patrons at this point. I have been feeling off since yesterday and had a medical emergency this morning. I almost ended up in the hospital due to this morning's episode. It was bad, but I suppose it could've been worse. I don't have an appetite so I am just relaxing at a local cafe and drinking green tea. I am with a nice coworker who I hope can become my ally at work as we navigate the chaos together. I love how we are both so quiet and don't have much to say when we hang out, but we have a comfortable silence together. It's really nice. It's really hard to find someone you can just sit next to and not be pressured to say something. She told me a bit about herself. I told her a bit about myself. Then, we had our drinks in silence sitting across from each other. I won't take the plunge and say we can become friends, but we can definitely become allies. I'm not going to force myself to eat something and become sicker. I tried that and nearly made myself puke. It's a Saturday and I was hoping to get a 12 hour shift, but my hours got pushed back and I was stuck at home for an extra two hours and am only working 10 hours today like an average weekday. My bills for this month are paid at least. Now I have to move on to my next goal. More on this later.