The life of an emetophobe

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That is me, I am emetophobic. Any idea what that is? So many people don't and it's the 7th most common phobia in North America, Australia and in the UK, and probably in the top 10 of phobias in other places as well. Emetophobia is a phobia of puking. Those who are affected by this horrible phobia are affected by it in different ways. Some emetophobes are only phobic of themselves puking, some others are phobic of themselves AND others puking and there are others like myself who are mostly phobic of others puking, but a little of themselves being sick. If I get sick like that, I do panic and get scared, and react to it worse than someone who doesn't have this phobia but I think I handle it much better than other emetophobes who are only phobic of themselves being sick. However, I am MUCH more phobic of others puking to the point that even if I so much HEAR about it happening I flip out! It is a very difficult phobia to be affected with if you are a parent or in a relationship. I sadly cannot care for my kids if they are sick in that way, and one time my husband got sick months ago and I ran out of the house. His brother ended up picking him up and taking him to his place. I feel terrible about it but I also know this is something I cannot help. This is a PHOBIA of mine, and it's not like I am trying to slack off! When the kids are sick, my husband deals with it 100% and is great about it! When it comes to other issues that doesn't involve puking, I am there in a flash. I resent those who say I am a bad mother or a bad wife because I cannot take care of my kids or husband if they are puking! That is so unfair. There is no known cure for this. And another thing that gets to me is that it's "acceptable" to be phobic of spiders, snakes or heights but not of puking! I have had people laugh at me because of this and accuse me of being insensitive towards others just because I cannot hear about them being sick! I am not TRYING to be insensitive but it just freaks me out! I get so frusterated and wish that people would get it through their thick skulls that this is something I cannot help! I have TRIED therapy, even through a specialist in phobias, even hypnotism! Nothing has worked! I don't expect non-emetophobes to understand what I am going through nor would I ever wish that on them! I just want them to be understanding towards my condition and not to be so quick to judge.... there is a lot of info on emetophobia, just google the word!