How do you feel today?

@hopefoo (1145)
Malaysia
February 8, 2007 1:33am CST
Me? I feel used..like a table cloth that once started out as a brand new t-shirt. Does anyone else find growing up hard? All these bills to pay, all the responsibilities. Add to that relationship problems and stress from work. I feel beaten, like I'm ready to give up.
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@smartnrich (1067)
• Malaysia
8 Feb 07
relax my friend, come and join here for a while.your responsibility for whom? or its all yours?
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@hopefoo (1145)
• Malaysia
8 Feb 07
Well, I'm technically just responsible for myself. But there are bills and tuition fees for my youngest sister who is still in college and then there's groceries every month. It's just tiring.
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• Philippines
8 Feb 07
i feel tired. work's been so exhausting. i'm actually at work right now and i'm just taking a break from all the headaching stuffs. i feel like goin home and sleep a whole day or maybe listen to my favorite cd or watch my favorite movie or be with my bestfriend. anything but not work. i'm so sorry you feel that way, don't worry things will sure be fine soon, just pray. good luck
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@hopefoo (1145)
• Malaysia
8 Feb 07
Ah...work, the bane of my existence. Which is why I'm here now, trying to catch in on the internet gold rush. Not that I know how it works. I wish I could retire already. Thank you for your well wishes, dutchess. I appreciate it a lot. Your post was alleviating. *hugs* have a good one at work. Incidentally, working hard or hardly working?
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• United States
9 Feb 07
I wish I could say great, but I am not. I live with pain daily, and it is worse as the day goes on. Sometimes I feel like I want to scream and cry, but I endure and am happy with the blessings that I have, and try to live life to the fullest each day. I hope your life will improove, and you will be blessed with a lot of peace and happiness. Blessings, M&M
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@hopefoo (1145)
• Malaysia
9 Feb 07
aww margieanneart! I feel like I wanna give you a great big hug and tell you not to be sad anymore. It has been more than a day since I posted that discussion. It's almost the weekend and everything is going well..for now. I hope you'll recover soon too. *hug* dearie.
@tigerdragon (4297)
• Philippines
8 Feb 07
start writing all the things that needs to be done in advance and then schedule it. i would suggest you read on time mangement. a few hours of investment reading and studying it would go a long way.you don't have to cramp everything in one day.
@khufara (73)
• Philippines
8 Feb 07
i feel sooooo tired...schools been bad.. i got a bad grade and it really pissed me off..
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@hopefoo (1145)
• Malaysia
8 Feb 07
Hey, don't be sad. Grades does not mean that much anyway. Just try harder next time? Okay..maybe grades are important here but where I live it's not what you know that matters, but who you know. Turn that frown upside down now! :)
@yanjiaren (9031)
8 Feb 07
like the phoenix.. - rise up and embrace heaven..
No bu shi.. THE GREAT DAO honoured you with the three greatest tresures..i felt helpless last night for other reasons but boy have we got something special man.. JING, QI AND SHEN zhidao ma? and your spirit..your shen is what will pull you through.. raise your spirit and carry heaven on your back.. you are bigger and better than any problem that comes your way.. wo ai ni.. qin qin ni jie jie!!!
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@hopefoo (1145)
• Malaysia
8 Feb 07
Jie! Xie xie ni! hao gan dong! :) I understand totally. Jing, qi and shen! I'm feeling a lot better than earlier. I can't wait til the weekend arrives just so I can sleep in everyday without having to worry about too many things. I'm just asking..who woulda thought growing up was this hard huh? Oh well..we must be strong. BELIEVE!!!!!
@fliffy555 (1044)
8 Feb 07
I know exactly what you mean... so many bills never enough hours to earn enough to pay them... Im only 18 and have more bills than my mother and she has credit cards.. to top it all off me and ma fella are literally at the end of our relationship there is nothing anymore and i need to get out of it but it is so hard.. Im ready to give up too I just wanna run away
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@hopefoo (1145)
• Malaysia
8 Feb 07
Yeah..I think my relationship with my bf is going out the window too. I don't really know what's going on yet. Everything's so confusing right now. Run away with me to another place, we can rely on each other uh huh! ;) lol Sorry, earworm.
• Grand Junction, Colorado
8 Feb 07
I'm truly sorry to here that you feel so beaten. Try to find one positive that happened to you and focus on that. Giving up is always the easy way out. Sticking in there and weathering the storm makes us so much stronger. We are all stronger than we think. Call a friend that always brightens your day, and invite them out for coffee. I hope that things look up for you soon. Good luck to you!
@hopefoo (1145)
• Malaysia
8 Feb 07
As it is, mylot is brightening my day. Can't leave yet, still at work. Even if I could leave, my friends would be at work. Thank you for your kind words. It helps. I just feel tired today, like everything I'm doing is somehow..wrong.
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@ladyjava (1184)
• Malaysia
8 Feb 07
Hmm.. so sorry that you feel beaten today. Life is never fun when you think about all the obligation and responsibility you have to shoulder. But such is life. It will get better. A little thing I always tell myself is whatever does not kill me only makes me stronger and have faith that God will never give me anything bad or good if he knows I can't handle it..:).. hope you feel better soon :)
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• India
8 Feb 07
Giving up is the easiest thing to do on earth...everyone quits...but to hold on is wat is called strength....the first step to aquire that is a simple smile....rather u've that one smile so beautiful...then y not use it flash it against ur problems...its sure to run away...tell urself am capable of handling anything...so fight till the end that life...
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• India
8 Feb 07
huhh.. M FEEELIN AWESOME !!!!! relaxin on my couch listenin to my favourite tunes.well comin to responsibilies..nothin much..jus gotta gather some concentration to fix some time wid my books.......
• Pakistan
8 Feb 07
Frustated..............