have you ever lost somebody because of actions you have taken?

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I done a lot of stupidity things through the point that i've lost one of my closest friend because i've hurt her so much. Ive never thought that she'll be hurt from my actions. Its been two years now and still i miss her so much. Ive also lost one of my best friends. HE cheers me up and always been there for me and vice versa. However, because of one act of his friend, everything has changed. Two years ago, ive been with them even though they are from the higher batch. Yet until now, i miss them so much. I know ive done a lot of things that have hurt them hoping i could return the past to cope up, to change all the things ive done. Yet that will never happen. I just hope, ill still be close them with even from the stupid actions ive made from the past.