loosing a friend!

as i under stand your problem is that you are very close to each other but you do not under stand to your friends as you say your childhod friend you do'n very about your ego or self respect witch created the drift in your life so be cool and take to your friend without ego..............

You really didn't explain why or how you lost communication with your friend. Did you move far away from each other? You also say you hate each other and can't stand each others face. If that's the case , then why do you seem saddened by all of this? Apparently something happened in the course of your friendship,that caused you to hate each other. No one can answer that question,but you and your friend.If both of you are letting your ego's,for whatever reason, get in the way of your freindship, Then I regret to say that it's probably over. True friends, lifelong friends, do not allow this to happen.They work through their differences.And if neither one of you are willing to do this, then , I'd have to say it truly is over

If this is going to be something you'll end up regretting till the day you die...then make every effort to right the wrong. Ask yourself what is worth losing her? What happened that you are mad at eachother?

There will be many reasons to lose good relationships. You might be facing communication gaps / ego clash or listening to somebody's advise who is not good in advising. But now the point is, think about your olden days, happy moments spent together etc and try to resolve it. Apart from your whole efforts still it is not getting better then think it is all part of life and involve and engage yourself in something else which helps you to come out of the grief. Take it positively.