I am Sick and Tired of this LIFE...
By Sunayna611
@Sunayna611 (260)
India
March 26, 2007 11:55am CST
My sister is younger to me by 3 yrs. but she's much ahead of me whether in terms of a career / friends / smartness / dressing sense / way of talking / socialising...and what not.
I feel much inferior to her.That apart I have always taken wrong decisions in life...Left my job in October 2006 and no job in hand since then.
I have been suffering from depression for past 7 yrs.
I feel I am one burden on this planet...good for nothing.The thought to end my Life is so Strong but I am afraid of giving it a try even...I don't know what to do and what not.In tears from this part of the world I write this to all unknown...
2 responses
@Jennifer21 (2476)
• United States
26 Mar 07
I felt the exact same way. Here I am, a mom of 2, no job,(I'm a stay at home mom)no college degree. I am bipolar and have major depression(under control now due to meds). My younger sister had 2 great boyfriends, she's going to college, she don't have any problems like bipolar and I hated her for being so damn lucky in life. Well, I felt this way up until a week ago when I found out she was pregnant and doesn't know who the father is. I realized that I have my family and a husband and they are my entire world. My sister is just living a different life, and I bet now she is jealous of me.
@Sunayna611 (260)
• India
28 Mar 07
I Love my Sister and I am very happy for her.I am frustrated with MY LIFE since I have not been able to achieve what I should have by now considering the hardwork I have put in...
@marabdl86 (615)
• United States
23 Oct 07
If you feel that's worth loosing your life over.
Try peopel who have disorders that rpevent them from getting jobs. their faces could be disfigured, they could be blind, they could have some kind of disease they can't get help with. they could have some tumor growing out of their head. What do you say to them? do you feel they should end their lives?
Be appreciative that God gave you the ability and the comfort to change how you want your life. Some ppl like the ones I mentioned, no matter how much they try, cry can't
consider yourself lucky my friend
