for those who can read this...

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i'm so hopeless but i need to be strong, not because for myself but for my son... i worked so hard to to give everything for him... i have no family, some relatives who will give support or advice... some of them didn't understand my condition... they've been a sore thumb in my life... i'm just a great pretender... my friends thought that i'm happy with my life... they didn't know that i'm just hiding in a mask... i'm a clown in front of them but inside i'm an actor who always cried, has lot of traumatic experienced, full of drama... but i need to be strong, i need to accept what has GOD given me... all of this are blessing... and for my son, i love you although i'm not a perfect person but i tried to be a good mom.