rakshaza

@rakshaza (13)

Philippines • Age 47

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perfect?

rakshaza @rakshaza (13) • Philippines 31 Oct 07

some expect me to be a "perfect" person but i'm not, for nobody is... i have my mistakes, weaknesses and fears but i'm so content for whatever life i have now... and it doesn't matter where i came from, my title or family...

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for those who can read this...

rakshaza @rakshaza (13) • Philippines 31 Oct 07

i'm so hopeless but i need to be strong, not because for myself but for my son... i worked so hard to to give everything for him... i have no family, some relatives who will give support or advice... some of them didn't...

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my prayer

rakshaza @rakshaza (13) • Philippines 20 Dec 06

"Lord, teach me to be generous. Teach me to serve you as you deserve, To give and not to count the cost, To fight and not to heed the wounds, To toil and not to seek for rest, To labor and not to ask for reward, Except to...

prayer

am searching for peace and meaning in life

rakshaza @rakshaza (13) • Philippines 20 Dec 06

asking myself, i am seeking for real meaning in life. i have tried everything and tested wisdom to the point of reaching even the moon but still, emptiness, hopelessness and sadness are the only consolation to this quest. is...

searching

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accept what is His blessings

rakshaza @rakshaza (13) • Philippines 20 Dec 06

all I really want is to spend my time with my son... coz he is the only person that i can called my family... i mean my parents are gone... no sister nor brother... I prayed to God to give me more strength, life... and most of...

blessing

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truth

rakshaza @rakshaza (13) • Philippines 19 Dec 06

The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our...

truth

is love comes from...

rakshaza @rakshaza (13) • Philippines 19 Dec 06

It is wrong to think that love comes from long companionship and persevering courtship. Love is the offspring of spiritual affinity and unless that affinity is created in a moment, it will not be created for years or even...

love

mom's love

rakshaza @rakshaza (13) • Philippines 17 Dec 06

When you were 1 year old, she fed you and bathed you. You thanked her by crying all night long. When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk. You thanked her by running away when she called. When you were 3 years old, she...

moms love

piano lessons

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for you dad

rakshaza @rakshaza (13) • Philippines 17 Dec 06

On Oct. 25, 2003 my father died suddenly from a heart attack. He was 65 years old. It's been hard on me. The only thing that I can recover is to talk to my father if he was with us in the room. This is what I had to say: "Dad, I...

dad

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Ever wondered where you will go when you die???

pvleroux @pvleroux (606) 14 Dec 06

Have you ever have thoughts on where you will be the day you say goodbye to this life or are you to scared to think of it or do you perhaps know where you will go if anywhere?

life after death

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rakshaza i always thought about that almost everyday!!! im not afraid to die...

17 Dec 06

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son, you're the purpose why i want to live...

rakshaza @rakshaza (13) • Philippines 17 Dec 06

I cried last night coz I felt pity for my son. He asked me if his father always gave his monthly allowance... my gosh... I’m almost near n my age of 30 and up to now, still no savings, and still remembered the things that I...

purpose of life

son

me and my son

rakshaza @rakshaza (13) • Philippines 17 Dec 06

single parenthood is a joyful, sometimes frightening, odyssey. the responsibility of vince's upbringing is predominantly mine. this means i get to hog the happy moments, like a hug and a goodnight kiss and the smile that...

mom

son

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incident about adult life

rakshaza @rakshaza (13) • Philippines 17 Dec 06

as the saying goes " Love is blind". being blind means going through the phase wherein you'll love a person no matter what he shows you be it positive or negative. you'll even begin to like his breath after a drinking session...

incident about adult life