have you ever felt depressed failing to get a job?

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Have you ever felt this way?! I'm on the verge of feeling the same way AGAIN. But then I still have faith that everything will pull through. You see, this is my seventh job application right now. And I made it all the way to the final interview(tuesday). The company said that I should wait for a call either the afternoon yesterday(wednesday here) or the morning this day(thursday). And so I was patiently waiting for the call, I am kind of excited by the way, as this is the only case I've been on a final interview and is really hoping that finally I land the job. But then I didn't get a call, and it is 4:30PM already. I'm still waiting for a call. But then I just learned that a neighbor of mine who applied for the same job and had his final interview yesterday, was called later that day and went there today, maybe for the job offer. And I had this sudden volt of doubt and depression in my veins, but still I want to believe that I will get the call this evening, will go there tomorrow and get the job. But then, I don't know what to feel. I've been in many situations like this one, where the final part of the application is there, and I don't land the job. I always get depressed thinking, "What's wrong with me". The first time I felt that was when I had this job interview that I and a classmate was the first ones to get interviewed, but then we were the only ones in the class that did not get accepted for the job among those in the class who applied for the job. It was so frustrating and infuriating. And it always leaves a feeling of doubt. And now, I'm kind of feeling the same way again, but I don't want to. I have faith, and I know I will get this job. But then, how should I feel? Have you been in the same situation too? I feel like crying right now because everytime I apply for a job I apply for a job that I have passion too, a job that I really wanted to have...But then the phone might ring anytime... Thanks for reading guys. It's been a while since I last posted here.