12 Years Ago Today My Mother Passed Away!! I miss you Mom!

Hi Faeryoftheshire: I'm glad you are having a good time here on mylot, I love this place too, and I've gotten to know a lot of good people on here; In fact I think the friends I have here, are far better and more caring than people I've known my whole life, you know what I mean?? LOL! Kinda sad really;

Your welcome:)And thank you as well,I know how difficult it gets at times,and yes with Mothers day it's always hard to bare,it was a special day for both of us so I feel her loss alot that day.But try to think about only good memories and happy thoughts,as I know she wouldn't want me to be too sad.Isn't wonderful when the ones we love visit us I never want to wake up...lol.Yes with Mothers day around the corner I think we can help eachother get through it.All of us who lost our moms can do a little something together too keep our spirits up and honor them.BIG BIG HUGS to you,my mom loved people and having friends so I bet our moms are hanging out now:)xxx

Mylot has been a great experience for me,I love it here.I love all my friends I met and I enjoy reading different topics I find it all exciting and it's a good way to get to know everyone better.I love it and am having fun.xx

Hi AngrykittyMSV: Thanks for stopping by; I do appreciate it; Yes, I really do believe that with all my heart, that My Mother does visit me in my dreams and my Brother, and a whole lot of other relatives, but mostly them; I have dreams of my beloved pets that have passed over too, they are always with me; I had a friend stay here one time when I had my old place out in the country, I let her have my bedroom and the next morning she was like, "Morganna", I am never staying in your bedroom again, she said its TOO ACTIVE IN THERE!!!! LOLOLOL! She said a lot more too but I can't say all of that here...ROTFL!! I'm sorry to hear you lost your Father in 2001, isn't it amazing though how fast the time goes?? It is to me; you take care now and big hugs to you too!!!

HI again MSV; OH I see, that's what happens when I take too much medication and my brain gets all fuzzy and dingy...LOL! sorry about that, well no matter when or how long its been, its still sad when we lose our friends or family members right? I need to get off of this puter now as my body is in such terrible pain and Yep I've taken those strong pain killer's so what little sense I have left will be soon gone...it sucks!! take care dear lady; talk to you soon

Seriously, time flies! Just a few days ago it was the SEVENTEEN YEAR anniversary of when my best friend killed herself. She was 20 years old. It was tragic then, but now seems even more so since I am now a married mom and I realize just how much of LIFE she has missed out on!

HI dearest {{Tyc}}, thank you for that, it means a lot to me; How long has it been since you lost your parents? I thought about Scanning a photo of her for the topic here but just couldn't do it; The only photo's I have of her up on my wall are of her when She and My Father got married, she was young and happy and healthy there and that's the way I want to remember her, not the tiny frail thing of skin on bones that she was, when she passed away; All other photo's of her are packed away, someday I still may go through them and hang up some others but I doubt it; love & hugs to you dear friend

HI again {{Tyc}}, I'm glad to hear that you did get a photo of them when your parents were first married too; I think to have something like that is important for us, My parents were married for 37 years, and they decided they hated each other and they divorced in 1986; Before My Mother passed away she had of course remarried this scum-sucking moron who bled her dry of her divorce settlement, I hated that man with a passion, anyway when I realized she was sick and dying I moved heaven and earth to get her divorce to go through from this egg-sucking scum bag, and get her name BACK as I was NOT GOING to bury her under his name; Thankfully The courts moved the process along and didn't tarry as her health was quickly deteriorating and this had to be done with her in her "right mind" you know? But God was on my side and we got her divorce and she is buried with her 1st. married name, ( our family's name) and not scum-bag's!! My older brother was of no help to me in this matter either, what a jerk!

HI smartie0317: Thank you, Oh yes I know we shall all be reunited again someday, and that's what keeps me going, I know too that her and my brother and other relatives often "visit me" in my dreams which is good It always makes me smile; Thanks for stopping by

HI gloriastax; Thank you for your kindness; Enjoy all the time you can with your family, try to make the most of each day with them, we never know when our time will be up; Make strong and long lasting memories with them ; {{big hugs to you too}}, and thanks so much for stopping by;

HI Mark; I am sorry to hear about your loss, no child should have to lose their Mother to Cancer or anything else, and you were so young; I truly am sorry; I hope you had others around you to help you get through those rough years and I hope you still have many surrounding you to get you through the next patch of rough years; Again I am sorry to hear of your loss at such a young age, I just cannot imagine!

your so much welcome too.. just pray ok..

HI Cherriemae: Thank you for your thoughts, that is exactly right and I think that is why we are so close to them throughout life and after they are gone; Thank you for stopping by and may God Bless you too!!

Hi cher913: Oh My you say you lost your Father this Feb?? Feb 2009?? I am so sorry for your loss, especially since yours is so recent and I know it has to be so painful for you still; I hope you and your Mother do stay close to each other, make the most of each day; Hopefully your Mother will live a long and healthy life; again I'm very sorry for your recent loss of your Father; please take care and here's some {{hugs for you }}

Hi Angel_of_charm; Oh my I am truly sorry to hear you have lost a daughter, and a brother; I know that has to be very very painful to you; I will send you and your loved ones a prayer too, May I ask how long its been since you lost your brother and your daughter? If its too painful to talk about I understand that too ok? please take care, and God Bless!! I really really am sorry for your loss!

Hi Cats! Thank you so much!! Sorry I've not had the chance to get back to you until now, my body has been throwing severe craps the last few days ( pain wise) and yesterday I was really just doped up most of the day I was in so much pain; Crazy rainy, cool weather we are having is just terrible for me; I'm such a puss anymore LOL!! Thank you again for your words, I do appreciate it, and I know you too have so much going on in your life; take care dear lady and thanks again!!

HI Leenie: Sorry to hear that both of your parents are gone; Wow you grew up with a big family, I only had the two brothers and that was enough (G)!! I was the youngest I think I was born last so as to be here to bury all of my family or so it seems that way to me; That's cool you have a Twin Sister, does she live close by or far away?? Yeah when I dream of my Brother and Mother it does comfort me; {{hugs to you too}} maybe you and twin can spend some time together soon?? LOL!!!

HI {{Leenie}}, I loved your story about your GrandFather, that's great! Yeah I've always been "tuned in" to things my whole life, it always freaked my Mother out, and she just called Me "weird" LOL! OH well I am weird (G)!! I could tell you lots of things that would make the hair on the back of your neck stand up...LOL!! I've so enjoyed our sharing of our loved ones, I'd type out more today but my wreck of a body is in terrible pain today, and my visit to the chiropractor was extremely painful; take care and will write more soon;

Hi andrew0006; Thank you, and thanks so much for stopping by, oh and Welcome to mylot; I forgot to say that to some other "new members" that posted on here.. {[sorry to those that I forgot}}, my mind is elsewhere;

HI there gokhale: Thank you, no I'll never forget their love and the love we all had for each other; The good times we shared and the bad ones, and sad ones; I know they are always with me in my heart and soul; Thank you for stopping by;

HI Specific: Sorry things happened to you and you had to leave your Father at an early age of one year old; That's so sad; Life does deal out some really hard blows to us in life, I hope yours is a better one for you now; Thank you for stopping by;

HI zdbzss: Yes there are many times and special memories that I have of her when she was alive and well; Thank you for stopping by

HI there 411space: Wow! That's been a long time for you since 1982; I am sorry for your loss as well; Peace and love to you too, and thanks for stopping by;

HI tzaddi: Sorry to hear about your GrandFather I'm sure he was like a second Father to you, I was close to my Grandparents too when they were alive, they had such a great old farm way out in the sticks; I know all of my loved ones are still with me in heart and spirit; Thank you for stopping by and May God Bless you too!

Hello udhayaouvs; Thank you, I think feeling sad at this time of year is quite normal really for anyone who has lost a loved one, its just the way we remember them in our hearts; I know life is a journey , and its all a process; thanks for stopping by