May I trust you that I`m tired of serving meals 6 days a week ?

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Hello friends, I have just realized that I`m tired of serving meals 6 days a week, in the last 15 years. My mother worked full day for 25 years. She never cooked. We had a maid-nanny who cooked for my mother, from monday to sunday. I was raised in the best schools of my city. I graduated with honors. Two years later I got married. My parents got divorced a week before. But as I never learnt to cook from my nanny nor my mother, I read a lot of books and magazines. And I cooked. I decided to be a stay at home mom, since I noticed the lack of the mother figure at my home. But today I`m tired of serving meals from monday to saturday! I`m kind of an idiot? Lazy? Do I need vacation? The last, and the first I took since I got married, were on May`011. I have an eshop that works best on Winter time, because I sell leather jackets, and this helps me to attend home and household chores. But I am so bored of cooking serving meals whole week! Today I bought some already cooked food, because I felt bored. I think I feel sad too, because I´d like more help from the children. Today I asked them to wash the dishes, and the three of them agreed. I`m planning to open a grocery store next week, I`m affraid of course, but I think this will bring a change in my daily rutine, and in the family rutine. I`m sad but I have to admit that I do not want to be serving meals the whole week in the next decade. I`d like children to get involved. But they do not get involved at least we had the need. So I think change will be for best. Sometimes I`ll be at the store and two days a week they must come alone from school to home and serve meals themselves. I´m affraid to change, but my mind is asking this change too. Do you feel tired of serving meals the whole week? Have you experienced this feeling of boredom? What did you do?