Are you a product of a Broken Family?

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This may sound so complicated for a discussion but I'd like to talk about it. I was 15 when Mother and Father need to go on their distant ways because Father needs to attend his 12 years imprisonment. He was a Police and was caught killing an addict during the Gun Banned here in Davao. Father need to endure the pain of living us. While Mother was free-spirited partying and having fun. She left us with our cousin who takes care of my younger Brother. While Mother was out the whole day working and at the same time going to places at night and end up drunk in the morning. One time, our younger Brother was very sick and a Mother should be the one to take care of him. She was out and was drunk when she got home. I ask her why she needed to leave us like this, and that's the time she throws me whetstone that leaves me a scar in my face. Then the next week, she gives me away to my Father's Aunt. Living in my Father's aunt/Grandmother gives me the needs I want. From clothes to food and everything. I was living graciously because Grandmother is well off. Somehow, I feel sad living a life with all the things I want while my other siblings are with my Mother. I tried to convince my Grandmother to have my siblings with me but she is not in favor. I am her favorite. Many years later, Mother got pregnant with someone. I was devastated because she still has the nerve to have a child when in fact she couldn't take care of us and not being a good Mother. While my siblings went to a rebellion by going further to doing bad things. None of my siblings graduated from High School because she did not want them to succeed. While she keeps working and meets other guys. Then after 7 years, Father went out to prison and knows the mischief we had taken in the care of my Mother. Father then has a mistress who took care of him inside the prison. The one who supported my Father for his needs. I can't blame Father because ever since Mother is not his first love if it wasn't for me she would not marry Mother. But he tried to be a good Father to us by giving us food on our table. Send us to a good school. Buy us clothes. Father did his responsibilities while Mother always wants money. When I got back here in 2013, Father was living with Mother and my siblings. They are back together because Father wants to start a new life with us. Even if he heard nasty remarks about my Mother. But Mother is an inborn nagger. She nags every time Father can't give her money. One time Father can't take it anymore, she leaves us. I was there and I wanted to cry. But I understand Father, he needs to be free. And with his eyes, he told me. I'm done here and did my part, still not valuable to my Mother. That's how it started the hate I feel for my Mother, and all the bad things she has done for our Family comes back to me. Mood :