I will never see my grandmama again

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December was so special when I was a child and, in a couples of years, it changed forever. One of the fundamental reasons is that will never see my grandmama again. She was a very brave woman, a really fighter, a very good and close friend. She died at eight years ago, on a very stanges circunstances. I promised to her dead body that I will investigate everything. And I did it... but I feel I did not do enough. I spent a lot on lawers, I talked to a lot of people...everyone says that is time yo forget and to give her peace, and to give me peace. But she was my grandmama. What I know now, is that it is December, I will decorate the house for Christmas, but on that night she won't be here. And, when I lock to my mother's face, I will see a daughter crying, because she miss her own mother. This is my "Christmas Drama",,,it is also the reason because I don't go for a church at years. If God did not help, so, I turn my back to him too, and I don't ask him nothing more, And thanks to that same God, a few days after, December is end, a new year start. I hope to have a happy new year...