@anweshadas on myLot

anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas Oh wow! I always look up to the people who are not afraid of dark :) Get a respect for such people :) Thats really nice

12 Oct 09

anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas Yep I absolutely agree with you.. Gottah ave some thrill in life :P And I enjoy being scared and purposely bring up those imaginations in the dark to scare myself :P

12 Oct 09

anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas Lol! Even I used to sleep with the light on! Slowly slowly I learned to switch off the lights and sleep. And now also when I hear a slight noise I run to switch on the light. Thats why I dont like when there's a power cut at night.

2 Oct 09

anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas You are lucky to be living with your fiance :) I live with my parents but I am alone in my room. And its really nice finding so many people like me here :) Its making me more comfortable to know there are others like me :)

2 Oct 09

p1kef1sh @p1kef1sh (45681) 30 Sep 09

Today I joined our local library. I am quite surprised that it has taken me so long, but the truth is that I prefer to own books rather than borrow them. However, joining has been a revelation. I can now access sites online from...

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anweshadas Wow! Thats so amazing! Its my dream to join a library as well but my dad is way too narrow minded and wont allow me to go to one :( But once I become independent I will definitely join one.

1 Oct 09

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anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas Lol! Even I dont understand the urge of watching these movies inspite of getting so scared! I guess its just human tendency and we enjoy getting scared and scaring ourselves that way. Maybe also because we like to believe in the mystery of supernatural...

1 Oct 09

anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas Oh my God! Is it eally this bad? I thought they would guide us in the right path and help us taking the right decisions :| When I close my eyes and meditate I feel like somebody is disturbing me and doesnt want me there are doesnt want me to meditate. Is it...

1 Oct 09

shia88 @shia88 (4571) • Malaysia 30 Sep 09

Dear MyLotters, I have a hobby of collecting phonecards,stamps,old coins/currency notes. I have a few album for my phonecards and most of them are from Singapore and Malaysia. For the past two years, I have a new...

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anweshadas Now I dont have any hobby, dont seem to find the tiem for it :p Or if playing mafia wars on facebook can be counted as a hobby I can say I have one :P Earlier I used t ocollect wrapper of the chocolates I used t oeat. Majority of the time somebody or the...

1 Oct 09

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anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas Very well said! s darkness definitely heightens the sensitivity of the ears! Never realized it consciously until now. Even I am very scared of insects, rodents etc. The world would be really a nice place without insects :|

1 Oct 09

anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas Darkness is scary when we are alone, with friends and all its always fun :) You are 20 and you think it will be embarassing to carry on that fear, I am 22 and I have made no attempts to get rid of it yet. just that I dont show it much :P

1 Oct 09

anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas Lol. Now this is really comforting :) I am glad I am not the only one experiencing these stuff. When I look in the mirror I look so different that I feel I am possessed :P

1 Oct 09

anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas Same here, and I still brag the same way in front of family and friends. Infact when they get scared they pull me along like their strength. But deep down only I know how scared I am. Ever since I have moved into this new house I always feel the presence of...

30 Sep 09

anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas lol I am still scared of ghosts! And yes the feeling resurfaces in full swing after watching a horror movie or a horror show or when somebody shares the story of their ghostly experience I get even more scared. And even when there's a death in the family or...

30 Sep 09

anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas You are brave. But particularly what in the darkness scares you :)

30 Sep 09

anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas What is in the dark according to u? :P

30 Sep 09

anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas Wow! I have been trying hard to activate my third eye. Or atleast I love the idea of activating my sixth sense and contacting the other world. What have you seen? Why dont u share it? I actually get scared from the idea of seeing something, one side of me...

30 Sep 09

anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas Yes yes, I partly identify with the feeling. I dont scream out and all, infact everyone in my family thinks I am very bold and stuff, so to live up to my image I act like I am not at all scared, but the truth is I am, even in the presence of someone. I just...

30 Sep 09

anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas Yeah the darkness seems to highlight any other fear that we have. It makes the other fear bloom. Even I love light, it fills me with so much energy. More than ordinary light, I love sunlight, my productivity is really high as long as the sunlight lasts

30 Sep 09

anweshadas @anweshadas (372) • India 30 Sep 09

I just realizeed yesterday that somewhere deep in me there is a fear of darkness. When it becomes dark at night, that is, there's a power cut at night I get all kind of stupid thoughts. I keep wondering how the same thoughts that...

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anweshadas LOL! Now I have longer hair than what the profile shows :p Omg now I will be even more scared thanks to your idea! Lol! :p Hmmm good for you that you are not scared. I always prefer company of people who are not scared of dark for the support.

30 Sep 09

Sissygrl @Sissygrl (10912) • Canada 29 Sep 09

Hundreds of thousands of people submitted ideas they thought would change the world for as many people as possible. Google (i think) then came up with 16 categories that the top ideas all fall into. Then its up to us (people of...

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anweshadas Wow! This sounds coool! I really hope this is true! but when did they ask for the ideas to be submitted? It should have been a bigger thing so that all of us could have taken part. But seems like many are not aware. Anyway I hope the voting will be well...

30 Sep 09

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