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cillerman @cillerman (403) • Bulgaria 8 Sep 08

But I can't say it to her. And I want to so bad. I left her. But I didn't want to. Now I suffer. But I love her. She's everything to me. I LOVE HER!

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cillerman This comment is for all, who responded and will respond - I just wanted to write this anywhere. I don't need advice (thank you for trying though), I just needed to write it down, as vijigopi said. It's MUCH more complicated than what I've written. I just...

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cillerman @cillerman (403) • Bulgaria 8 Sep 08

But I can't say it to her. And I want to so bad. I left her. But I didn't want to. Now I suffer. But I love her. She's everything to me. I LOVE HER!

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cillerman @cillerman (403) • Bulgaria 8 Sep 08

I am not religious and I don't exactly believe in things that cannot be proved scientifically. But nevertheless I do believe that WILL POWER can do what we call "magic". I think that if you set your mind to something, it WILL...

cillerman @cillerman (403) • Bulgaria 7 Sep 08

I think that there is no rebirth after "this" life. When you die - it's the end. If there are forces, beyond my or our comprehension, then there should be an auful lot more strange things happening. How do you even know that you...

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cillerman That's exactly my thinking. I (and you from what I read) look at this from the material stand point. Because I am not the type of person, who will life by faith, although I beleive that WILL POWER is the strongest power and can do what we call "magic" from...

8 Sep 08

cillerman @cillerman (403) • Bulgaria 7 Sep 08

I think that there is no rebirth after "this" life. When you die - it's the end. If there are forces, beyond my or our comprehension, then there should be an auful lot more strange things happening. How do you even know that you...

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cillerman I would also like to be hypnotized. The thing about your husband brought me back to a sad memory. And, yes, faith is a very strong force.

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cillerman @cillerman (403) • Bulgaria 7 Sep 08

I think that there is no rebirth after "this" life. When you die - it's the end. If there are forces, beyond my or our comprehension, then there should be an auful lot more strange things happening. How do you even know that you...

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cillerman I like your thinking alot. You got me wandering also. (+)

7 Sep 08

cillerman @cillerman (403) • Bulgaria 7 Sep 08

I think that there is no rebirth after "this" life. When you die - it's the end. If there are forces, beyond my or our comprehension, then there should be an auful lot more strange things happening. How do you even know that you...

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ycpgoldberg @ycpgoldberg (807) • Malaysia 30 May 08

Do you like the upgrade of Red Alert 2, the Yuri's Revenge? I like the update cause it's more harder than before, not only Allied VS Soviet or Soviet VS Allies, It's three ways battle.

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cillerman It's very nice. At first I was very confused about the new units, but since then I have mastered all their functions and am currently very skilled at the game. I love the original and the expansion. It is one of the few games that I really enjoy playing. As...

7 Sep 08

cillerman @cillerman (403) • Bulgaria 7 Sep 08

I am currently selling my bicycle and I don't have much trouble posting the ad (although the interest isn't very high). I wanted to post the ad on eBay.com, but it isn't worth it, as I am from Bulgaria and bulgarians rarely look...

Bethany1202 @Bethany1202 (3431) • United States 4 Sep 08

Living in Baltimore City and hearing the word "snow" is a dangerous mix. People go into ridiculous panic when they hear a couple inches of snow might be heading our way. Why do people react so frenzied when something so natural...

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cillerman We do get snow here in Bulgaria, but not alot. A few winters there have been big snow storms and when it's colder it tends to pile up fairly quickly to a hight of about a meter or a meter and a half. Anyway - I love winter. I love snow and all that's connected...

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cillerman @cillerman (403) • Bulgaria 6 Sep 08

About a month and a half ago I discovered that showering with cold (I mean COLD like the coldest that comes out of the shower) water is a very nice experience. The cold water makes you very fresh and I like that. I guess that...

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vijbas @vijbas (369) • India 5 Sep 08

For the past one month there is acute power shortage in india, and we experiencing frequent power cuts. now in my state they have decided to cut the power for 5 hours a day the timing are 12-3 in the afternoon ,8-9 in the night...

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cillerman When I am at home during a power cut I actually like to take a shower. I take a candle and place it in the bathroom. Only one candle. The shadows and the soft light of the candle fire makes the experience very pleasant. (if you wander how do I have hot water,...

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cillerman @cillerman (403) • Bulgaria 6 Sep 08

I'm talking about the 24" Cruisers that are a hybrid between MTB and BMX. I had one of them and didn't like it at all. The size is neither compact enough for doing tricks like with a BMX, neither with big enough wheels to ride...

dreamssri @dreamssri (1796) • India 5 Sep 08

Will you choose it because its just a long,descriptive one?or a small,attractive,straight-to-the-point response will attract you?how many days will you take to choose a BR?etc,etc,..questions comes to my mind when i think about...

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cillerman It depends on the subject and theme of the discussion. If it's a simple answer discussion with no strings attached and no need for a descriptive oppinion (like, for instance - "what did you have for dinner today?" - here you will choose the food that matches...

5 Sep 08

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DCMerkle @DCMerkle (1281) • United States 5 Sep 08

I belong to a few PTC sites. I've found that I look for the amount in the payout. I like the lower end ones. I go for the ones that pay promptly, and have links that are not suspended. I also look for the ones that pay close...

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cillerman I too look for mistakes in grammer and syntax. It's just natural. You feel like a retard, "working" for retards. Also, I look at the design. The templates and scripts that are all over the internet are rubbish and most of them are just vaguely customized to...

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ratyz5 @ratyz5 (7808) • Philippines 3 Feb 08

Hello. Even though I do a different sport, I use to enjoy and get fascinated with BMX. It impressive how riders of that sport could execute those gnarly tricks and relieved whenever they do. Now, is there also types of...

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cillerman There really are stances in BMX riding. It depends on which foot is in front when you ride in your most comfortable position. That's how you destinguish them. I'm not sure what they are called (I think I knew, but I can't recall right now), but am almost...

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cillerman @cillerman (403) • Bulgaria 4 Sep 08

What do you think of the brand - WeThePeople? Are they good? I know that almost all stock bicycles aren't very nice, but I've heard that WTP are the best, when it comes to serial production. What do you think of this model? I...

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Rockmeister @Rockmeister (467) • United States 16 Mar 07

I have a question, who thinks abortion is wrong and why? In my opinion, it is wrong to get an abortion. It is unfair to the child that you made a mistake and he/she has to pay the consequences. If we say that every time someone...

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cillerman I absolutely agree with mnflower - it strongly depends on the situation. In general - I'm against abortion. But in some very rare cases - it is an option. I'll probably never accept abortion or exonerate it. I don't judge people for doing it, but I judge them,...

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