Bhem

@JustBhem (70555)

Davao, Philippines

Joined myLot 8 years ago

I'm a Cry baby.

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Bhem 's Discussions

Did not make it this month

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 30 Mar 20

I’m sad because I did not make it for this month. I was too lazy and too weak to myLot these past few weeks. As much as I wanted to push through but still my body is not cooperating with me. I am praying that Doctors and smart...

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27 people

Back to basic

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 26 Mar 20

After my treatment earlier, I was send home. The boyfriend process our Hospital bill then prepared our things, and before we go home, we had dinner first. Now, I’m at home. In my room. My zen. I don’t know what will happen next...

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5 people

No other options

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 24 Mar 20

But to go home. Yes. This pandemic causes us a lot if troubles and stresses. When this be gone so that we can live normal again? Here, people are advised to stay home, and only one person can only do things when buying food or...

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5 people

Enough

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 23 Mar 20

When is can you tell when it’s enough? Is when you feel the world is against your doing. Is when you feel like no one is there to help you. Is when you think that there will be no hope for you. These are my feelings and...

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5 people

Why Lie?

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 22 Mar 20

In this time of a great outbreak, we must not lie just to hide our worries and our feelings. If you are having the signs of the virus don’t hesitate to tell the Doctors who eventually will assist you right away. In some places,...

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6 people

I prayed for signs

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 20 Mar 20

Now the Doctors are discouraging me to have my PD. They told us about all the possibilities during my PD operation which worries me coz they will include putting a hole in my neck for the airways to come out which is I’m afraid I...

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5 people

Fasting today

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 19 Mar 20

Since I’m having trouble with stomach ache and back ache, Doctor prescribed me an Ultrasound today, that means I started fasting last night. Last night, during my Dialysis they did not want me to eat coz the Doctor did not advise...

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6 people

This is how I sleep

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 18 Mar 20

This is the first time I ask the boyfriend to take a picture of me sleeping. So the whole day that’s my position, sometimes I sit but not long enough because I lack balance, too weak and to thim. I pity myself seeing this photo...

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11 people

I need your thoughts on this, please. Thanks.

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 18 Mar 20

Earlier today, a new Doctor came to us, visiting us. He didn’t start with his name, or maybe he was but I didn’t heard it. He said that my Nephrology Doctor is not agree anymore of me being operated for Peritoneal Dialysis, for it...

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4 people

Why these things happens so fast?

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 18 Mar 20

As the days passing, I easily gets tired, doing the same thing. Doung the same position when I’m sleeping and doing things in my phone. Like whatever I do, whether it’s just too easy to move, I get tired easily. This what...

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6 people

Do you know your Regulars?

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 17 Mar 20

I know them but I can’t tag you all. You’ve bern honest with your respond to my discussion and one of the the so many thankful I have here in myLot. You lifted up my spirit and sometimes I cried reading them, no kidding. It’s not...

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8 people

Doctor Help!

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 17 Mar 20

I got hysterical when I had a stomach ache earlier after my Dialysis. It was not fair coz normally I can only have stomach ache during my dialysis. But today it was not. It happened when they returned us to our PD room. And it’s...

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7 people

Should I let him be?

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 17 Mar 20

Four days from now is the boyfriend’s Birthday, and I’m still stuck here, waiting for that moment to have another cut. Then he kept mentioning his Birthday that it will their fiesta as well, meaning his parents will celebrate it...

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9 people

Doctor Doctor Where Are You?

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 16 Mar 20

Supposedly I will have Dialysis today as I was given a schedule of every-other-day treatment for me to be able to get rid of congestion while waiting for me PD operation. But the Doctor who keep monitoring me was not around today,...

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4 people

I’m scared now

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 16 Mar 20

I thought I am full ready for the operation but hearing some consequences during the operation makes me nervous. They gave us options in case something happened while they need to sedate me during the PD operation, like I might...

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4 people

Wishing a lot lately

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 15 Mar 20

How I wish I can eat all food I watched on Youtube. How I wish I can drink more liquids like iced cold water and milk teas. How I wish I can stand and brave myself to stand longer. How I wish I can sit without being get tired...

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3 people

Half Lock Down

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 15 Mar 20

This is what I’m getting in reading news feeds on my Facebook, that the City, our city, Davao City was in a half lock down, I don’t even know what that totally means. As I read from friends post, and the news, no one has to leave...

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7 people

How many times you clean your ears?

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 15 Mar 20

* Please excuse this post if you’re doing something like eating. Thanks. Earlier today, while I was busy reading ebook on my phone, my right ear was buzzing as if I was hit by a blast of noise, then it tickles...

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6 people

Tiresome

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 15 Mar 20

I could not imagine myself being so tired today. Last night was treatment and since then all I did was sleeping the whole day. It must be very tiresome for me that if not the boyfriend waking me to eat lunch, I could have a low...

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4 people

Which is better?

Bhem @JustBhem (70555) • Davao, Philippines 14 Mar 20

Being alone in a room to avoid getting virus or stay in a room with two patients with infections? Of course, who does want to get infected, right? But being alone in a room, with no one to talk to (of course the boyfriend is...

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8 people