kixsh101

@kixsh101 (2105)

Philippines • Age 38

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A year it has been and its all the same

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 1 Jun

I had not posted anything for some time now. As I go back and checked on what I shared with you from years past. It seems like to be an affirmation that the emotions I have been feeling has now deep rooted in me. Until now it is...

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Dear Self, Watch your thoughts

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 16 Jul 23

It has been a year and here I am analyzing and looking back on myself. The struggles are there as it is always expected. I am wading through various emotions which is quiet new for me. One of the strongest has been this feeling...

healing

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Tired: Self Pity

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 1 May 23

I saw and read part of the post again and there it was another wave of self pity. I understand the situation and the reason why the awful message but I feel that I am very fed up on that. I feel bad on myself too because its hard...

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Life is so short

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 27 Mar 23

If we know when will our time will be up, would we still be doing our routine? Or what if we know until when our love one will live, will we make the most of our time being with them? I hope we've got to live our lives to the...

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The Trauma it is

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 2 Mar 23

Yesterday was supposedly 100% great but because of one incident, it totally changed. It hits me badly and it felt like I was slapped hard. So hard that I was not able to sleep well last night. The incident keeps crossing my mind...

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Okay but not okay

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 21 Feb 23

In pacifying others I would often tell them that its okay to be not okay or I will tell them that everything is temporary it will pass soon. I knew that they see me someone who is totally fine, but hey if they only know that I am...

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Blank

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 2 Dec 22

Blank, yes that is the best adjective that I could describe how I am feeling today. I still have loads of to-do lists to do, but here I am over hibernating. Not the usual me, as the deadlines are just a tick off seconds away...

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Lead me to the right path

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 19 Sep 22

This feeling is so heavy The desire to be better I could not contain The feeling of wanting things so badly Which I think I could not sustain The hardest person to control Is no one but one's self Discipline, focus and the right...

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When you want to succeed

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 13 Sep 22

Right now, it is really hard for me to keep going. Often times, it crosses my mind that it is really hard to keep moving not knowing if all of these things I do will matter. It is tiring but at the same time I knew that I can't...

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Dear Lord

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 11 Sep 22

Dear Lord, There are so many desires of my heart right now Desires that are not of material things Desires not for my sole benefit Yesterday, I have seen a man so old That I knew he had no choice but to endure the heat of the...

prayer

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INFO PLS. FOOD for CANCER PATIENTS?

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 6 Sep 22

Hola! I would like to know if you have some idea what are the best foods to be eaten by cancer patients? Our household will definitely change our menus for recently my mother in law has been diagnosed with the Big C. The...

cancer

food

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Tight Budget

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 6 Sep 22

2022 is really challenging. Apart from health issues, our pockets are starting to drain. I hope that I will find a new income source soon. I am wondering where and how to start. I am thinking on having a business but it'll be a...

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Anyone watching Extraordinary Attorney Woo?

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 29 Aug 22

I usually watch Netflix series when all of the episodes are all available, but when I discovered this series weeks ago, I was not able to control myself. I had waited and watched every new episode it will air out on that...

netflix

attorneywoo

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It's been a while...

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 29 Aug 22

Life has been a roller coaster for the past months. 2022 is one heck of a surprise-filled year. It isn't almost the end of the year, but it had make me feel like I'm living in a tupsy turvy life. It is quiet an adventure that is...

not okay

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Random Thoughts

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 17 Jun 22

Life is not a bed of roses as the cliche goes... There are a lot of struggles but there's a lot to be thankful for. Everything is so temporary in this life. Struggles and hardships are temporary, same with bliss and...

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Today

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 7 Jun 22

Today as the cliche goes is another day Today is different than yesterday But today has the same 24 hours like yesterday Today the sun is up It shine so bright and asks Zup? Today let's stretch and move up Whatever thoughts that...

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Betting on online games

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 6 Jun 22

With the advent of technology even games previously played face to face are now done online. I just recently discovered that online Bingo is possible and guess what - it is done through an online money application. Since, it is...

online game

betting

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Reminiscin my days on the month of May!

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 5 Jun 22

It's Monday morning in the side of the Earth where I am now. The summer sun is up and is glazing it's might to the land. We had fair weather for the past weeks and I had enjoyed basking in the sun lately. Had my tan skin tanned...

summer

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Then I wondered

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 10 May 22

The election of the new leaders here in my country has recently concluded. The tides are overboard for me, for I don't think that people have discerned more and I don't think that they did researched... I don't know why they have...

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Ads for work at home, which one is legit?

kixsh101 @kixsh101 (2105) • Philippines 5 May 22

I have some free time that I am eager to capitalize. I have checked postings for work from home in Facebook but I am afraid that it could be a scam. Friends, may I know which sites you go for legit online work postings? I am...

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