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Bella75 @nixxi76 (3191) • Canada 9 Jun 16

Winning a trip to Las Vegas was something I never imagined I could do. A local radio station was giving away a trip for two to stay for four nights, see three shows and pay for flights round trip. Let me start off by saying I was...

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Bella75 I'm sorry it wasn't a good experience for you

10 Jun 16

Bella75 @nixxi76 (3191) • Canada 8 Jun 16

Losing eighty-five pounds in a year was a lot of work but for me it was worth it. I have managed to keep off the weight since I got rid of it. I had a bad scare, I couldn't eat I would cry and go into anxiety attacks every 20...

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Bella75 Thanks so much! It was hard work but it paid off!! Yesterday I ended up on my treadmill for 15 minutes and did a workout with this Wii game for 20 minutes, so I have set it for twice a week for now and the treadmill I will do every second day. My legs got the...

9 Jun 16

Bella75 @nixxi76 (3191) • Canada 6 Jun 16

Today I am feeling like I'm a walking zombie. I worked the last two nights which is my normal shifts. For seven years I have worked straight nights, and I have come to the decision that I am fed up with them. I work in a nursing...

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Bella75 I was working fulltime nights for the last six years and it wore me out so this position I took is temporary. In July I have to take my full time position back and I don't want to haha.

8 Jun 16

Bella75 @nixxi76 (3191) • Canada 4 Jun 16

I met my biological sister about six years ago. Since then, she has filled my life with love. There's quite an age gap between us of 16 years but we have so much in common. We both have the same quarky styles when it comes to...

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Bella75 When I met my sister it was one of the best days of my life! Yes I heard many horror stories and bad experiences about adoptees meeting, but my sister and I since we've met, have always been on a positive note, I feel like I can share personal things with her...

6 Jun 16

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Bella75 @nixxi76 (3191) • Canada 4 Jun 16

I met my biological sister about six years ago. Since then, she has filled my life with love. There's quite an age gap between us of 16 years but we have so much in common. We both have the same quarky styles when it comes to...

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Bella75 I always wondered what it would be like to have a lot of siblings, I was adopted and grew up with two younger brothers. It was pretty cool, but I always wanted a sister, older preferably but the sister I have now I love to death and couldn't imagine life...

6 Jun 16

Bella75 @nixxi76 (3191) • Canada 4 Jun 16

I met my biological sister about six years ago. Since then, she has filled my life with love. There's quite an age gap between us of 16 years but we have so much in common. We both have the same quarky styles when it comes to...

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Bella75 That's horrible and I feel bad for those children. Actually there was a story on the news late last year about a two year old left for ten minutes outside and devastatingly the child did take off and ended up in a creek and they found his little body :(

6 Jun 16

Bella75 @nixxi76 (3191) • Canada 4 Jun 16

I met my biological sister about six years ago. Since then, she has filled my life with love. There's quite an age gap between us of 16 years but we have so much in common. We both have the same quarky styles when it comes to...

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Bella75 Yes that was very difficult for my sister when our mother did that to her but I always reassure her that I'm here for her and tell her that maybe it would be a bad reason somehow if that were to happen. The last time I was suppose to see our mother was back...

6 Jun 16

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Bella75 @nixxi76 (3191) • Canada 3 Jun 16

It's absolutely ridiculous how over time my belongings accumulated! Not even realizing the emotional attachments I placed on each and everything I had collected over a period of 7 years. I swear I was living inside the show...

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Bella75 Thanks so much!

4 Jun 16

Bella75 @nixxi76 (3191) • Canada 3 Jun 16

It's absolutely ridiculous how over time my belongings accumulated! Not even realizing the emotional attachments I placed on each and everything I had collected over a period of 7 years. I swear I was living inside the show...

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Bella75 We did have the house up for sale and this was one of the major reasons everything got put in the garage. The real estate agents were showing the house and I pretty much had to have it empty. The house didn't sell but we will try in a couple of years. I...

4 Jun 16

Bella75 @nixxi76 (3191) • Canada 2 Jun 16

I feel like I am finally living my happily ever after! My husband and I got married last September 2015. He's amazing and has pretty much saved me. When we first got together I was going through struggles with life in general and...

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Bella75 It's just amazing and the best feeling ever!! I hope we have an ever lasting love as long as you and your wife have!

3 Jun 16

Bella75 @nixxi76 (3191) • Canada 1 Jun 16

April was always suppose to be a good month for me, my birthday lands on the sixteenth, Easter sunday was the day I was born on and my grandmother always told me that is very lucky. Up until this year in April I have put aside...

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Bella75 It's very difficult and it takes a long time to find peace with it. I'm sorry you went through it also.

2 Jun 16

Bella75 @nixxi76 (3191) • Canada 17 Oct 11

Hi mylotters, Lately I've been having a lot of panic/anxiety attacks and I'm not sure why? I'm not expecting anyone to know that answer because I can't find out why myself. It started in August of this year where I had an...

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Bella75 The doctor put me on Nexium. It's been helping and got rid of all the bad symptoms. There's no more burning nothing.... I just have to work on this anxiety now. I was at my worst a couple of weeks ago where my mom had to come over everyday for a whole two...

10 Nov 11

Bella75 @nixxi76 (3191) • Canada 17 Oct 11

Hi mylotters, Lately I've been having a lot of panic/anxiety attacks and I'm not sure why? I'm not expecting anyone to know that answer because I can't find out why myself. It started in August of this year where I had an...

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Bella75 Joni, There are days when I only need to take half a pill, I can usually tell by the edginess of how I am feeling. If I"m feeling not too bad but just have a bit of jitters then I will take half the pill otherwise I will take a whole one if I'm feeling really...

10 Nov 11

Bella75 @nixxi76 (3191) • Canada 26 Oct 11

It's been three days and I haven't had a ciggarette. It's not by choice because I love smoking. The doctor gave me some antidepressent medication because I've been having some pretty bad unbearable panic/anxiety attacks where it...

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Bella75 I will most likely begin smoking again as I don't or didn't plan on quitting. I've been having a rough go with these panic/anxiety attacks. I really miss smoking though.

27 Oct 11

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