Sue

@Pixilove (89)

South Africa • Age 38

Joined myLot 7 years ago

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at a loss

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 21 Feb 19

Im getting so fed up with my husbands porn addiction. After numerous apologies I still find out his busy with this disgusting habit. I know he loves me. I know he is sorry. I know its just boredom. But I still feel betrayed and...

porn addiction

marriage

rejected

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4 people

paypal

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 1 Feb 19

I'm trying to set up a PayPal account but every time I want to press agree and set up account it just goes back to the same page. I tried again but I'm just not getting anywhere. Please help. Its urgent

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Thinking of my husband

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 1 Feb 19

Throughout these trails I think its my husband that is suffering the most. He works his behind off every day and still doesn't get the payment for it. He is solely responsible for all payments and he just doesny grt yo...

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welcome rain

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 31 Jan 19

So after how many days of unbearable heat we finally have some rain. I can't describe how soothing it is to hear the rain fall towards this thirsty ground. The lightning and thunder reminds me of my dear granny who use yo tell me...

rain

nostalgia

cooling down

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Just putting one foot infront of the other

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 31 Jan 19

So my life sofar has just been hectic lately and I don't know if I'm coming or going. Atleast maneged to not get kicked out. Tomorrow is a new month with new challenges. Don't know for how long I can keep this up, but just have to...

life

money

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2 people

on a positive note

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 25 Jan 19

One a positive not I finally got my British passport! I'm so happy over this as I at somestage want to immigrate to the UK. My father still lives there and I love the country, esp Brighton and London!

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update

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 25 Jan 19

I posted a while back on my current situation. Long story short we got an extension on the outstanding rent. Went to an interview so praying it gets positive results as I really need this job!

life

rent

update

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My life is falling apart

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 15 Jan 19

I just can't anymore. I feel so helpless right now. My life is falling apart and I can hardly breathe. I'm praying day and night but I can't find a solution. And it feels like God has abandoned me, not that i blame Him. I...

depression

life

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7 people

Unwillingly following in your parents footprints

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 8 Jan 19

Do you ever feel that no matter how you try and avoid it, you keep stepping in the same traps as your parents. It feels like I'm making exactly the same mistakes as my mother. I tried so hard to not make the same mustakes, but...

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Im done

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 8 Jan 19

This is a depressing vent. I just can't anymore. I just want to end it all. I just can't get ahead in life because a certain someone keeps holding me back and dragging me down his destructive life. I have nowhere els to turn and I...

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1 person

ADD shock

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 27 Nov 18

So last week my son got diagnosed with ADD and/ADHD. We still need to get the official diagnosis from Dr but after the OT evaluation it indicated to either one. I had ADD and I know how tough it is on the child. I had a very...

add

adhd

expectations

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Fingers crossed.

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 21 Nov 18

I'm finally in the process of applying for my first British passport. It will be the first step in finally reaching my dream of moving to the UK. My father is British, but I was born and raised with my mother in South Africa. I....

passport

lifetime dream

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my new attempt to make some extra money

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 21 Nov 18

So I've now been trying to sell a range of beauty products on social media. Not sure if I'm allowed to mention the name here. I've been trying so hard but nothing yet. I'm feeling so down. Not even my friends or family will even...

depro

rundown

hopeless

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generational curses

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 16 Nov 18

Hi everyone. I was wondering if anyone knows anything about generational curses. I never thought I believed it, but when I compare my life to my parents I see a very definate pattern, even though folloed a different path to my...

curses

first attempt acrylic dip

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 6 Nov 18

So I've been a beauty therapist for about 10 years now. But the one thing that gives me nightmares is acrylic nails! I'll say it myself. I suck! But the other day I had a client that was so kind as to show me how to do the...

acrylic dip

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My life as a restuarant managers wife

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 4 Nov 18

The life as a restaurant manager is a tough one. Long hard hours, difficult customers and even more difficult bosses. But people tend to forget the managers wife. At one stage I only saw hubby the next morning as he got ready for...

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I need money

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 2 Nov 18

Before you jump the gun, no I'm not asking for donations. I don't want to go through the whole story, just say its a combination of being used, bad luck and some bad decisions that has left us in this very bad financial rut. I...

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Is my cat sick?

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 31 Oct 18

I'm really worried about my cat. When I gave him a chippy last night, he gagged and almost threw up, but nothing came out. Since then he has been making this fast chewing movement with his jaw. Im really worriex and i cant afford...

sick cat

jaw chewing

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when the anxiety hits you so hard.

Sue @Pixilove (89) • South Africa 26 Oct 18

I've struggled with anxiety my whole life, but today is another level. Money, marriage, parenthood. Today is just to hard. It feels like im being stabbed in the chest and and it feels like i cant breath right. Everything is such a...

anxiety

life

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6 people