soulsearcher109

@soulsearcher109 (44)

Philippines • Age 36

Joined myLot 13 years ago

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unfeigned love

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Feb 13

dear all, i just want to share some painful and lesson of life for my friends here in mylot. it is all about the love of my life. i dont know was it right that i decided before but right now it cause me pain and anger with...

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soulsearcher109 thanks for that jenny...yeah i do love him so much thats why even though it hurt like hell i still doing it just to prove to him that i can sacrifice everything i have just for him

14 Feb 13

unfeigned love

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Feb 13

dear all, i just want to share some painful and lesson of life for my friends here in mylot. it is all about the love of my life. i dont know was it right that i decided before but right now it cause me pain and anger with...

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soulsearcher109 hehehehe thanks for the advice friend...but i decide to let him go and be happy with his life...afterall i believe in karma...good karma for sure will come to mylife soon...

13 Feb 13

finally i move on

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 19 Nov 12

just this morning my ex boyfriend called me, so weird as i didnt feel the excitement anymore, and our conversation last about 30 minutes...nothing excitement...i didnt even miss his voice...well i know i able to accept reality now...

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soulsearcher109 that is what really happen in our relationship after 1 year i finally see clearly that this relationship is not going anywhere so i decide to stop even it hurts alot...yet i move on...no more pain anymore...

19 Nov 12

finally i move on

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 19 Nov 12

just this morning my ex boyfriend called me, so weird as i didnt feel the excitement anymore, and our conversation last about 30 minutes...nothing excitement...i didnt even miss his voice...well i know i able to accept reality now...

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soulsearcher109 thanks jeztrose...yes i finally made it....

19 Nov 12

my first day

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 16 Nov 12

it's my first day at work as cashiering supervisor operation of one of the largest mall here in philippines...i came late at work and i thought i will having bad day at work but i am wrong, they all welcome me as their new cso and...

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soulsearcher109 thanks sis hehehe

16 Nov 12

confession from my friend...

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 14 Nov 12

i am still in the state that my love relationship is come to end yet i am still hlding on hoping everything will be ok...in that time i feel so stress and down i met a friend... an ex seminarian guy that i know for awhile yet we...

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soulsearcher109 thanks for the kind words graysky...i am so thankful for that comment...as of now i cant decide...as i still love my bf yet its not healthy relationship

14 Nov 12

it's time to stop hurting myself

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Nov 12

yes it is the time to stop hurting myself by keep on hoping for our relationship to get better once again...i can't stand no more the emotional bullying that my boyfriend cause me...it's killing me inside...make me lost my sanity,...

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soulsearcher109 thanks iMamom...i am very happy to have friend who is very supportive and cheer me always with good positive words....thanks for that...yes i should wait until that time come, when someone will knock the door of my heart again...for the moment let me fix it...

14 Nov 12

it's time to stop hurting myself

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Nov 12

yes it is the time to stop hurting myself by keep on hoping for our relationship to get better once again...i can't stand no more the emotional bullying that my boyfriend cause me...it's killing me inside...make me lost my sanity,...

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soulsearcher109 i am talking to him already about what i feel, and tell him to stop doing it, yet he blame me why he doing it...i do understand that he had trauma of bad relationship before but i hope he understand that i am different person

14 Nov 12

it's time to stop hurting myself

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Nov 12

yes it is the time to stop hurting myself by keep on hoping for our relationship to get better once again...i can't stand no more the emotional bullying that my boyfriend cause me...it's killing me inside...make me lost my sanity,...

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soulsearcher109 thanks for encouraging words...yes i will move on...even though it hurt much i will let go...

14 Nov 12

it's time to stop hurting myself

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Nov 12

yes it is the time to stop hurting myself by keep on hoping for our relationship to get better once again...i can't stand no more the emotional bullying that my boyfriend cause me...it's killing me inside...make me lost my sanity,...

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soulsearcher109 thanks for ur kind encouraging words LovingMySon....i will surely message u as i really need someone to talk with someone that can understand what's happening...coz me myself didnt know what to do and i am lost

13 Nov 12

it's time to stop hurting myself

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Nov 12

yes it is the time to stop hurting myself by keep on hoping for our relationship to get better once again...i can't stand no more the emotional bullying that my boyfriend cause me...it's killing me inside...make me lost my sanity,...

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soulsearcher109 that's what i realize mariaperalta....there is no sense of holding on if it's not healthy anymore

13 Nov 12

it's time to stop hurting myself

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Nov 12

yes it is the time to stop hurting myself by keep on hoping for our relationship to get better once again...i can't stand no more the emotional bullying that my boyfriend cause me...it's killing me inside...make me lost my sanity,...

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soulsearcher109 thanks for the kind words....it such a relief that i still had friends that can calm me down and cheer me up

13 Nov 12

understanding whats happening

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 12 Nov 12

can someone possible love u when he cant forgive ur simple lie? he said he understand u, he loves u and he care for u yet with single mistake he already shout at u, and get very angry with u...is that love?

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soulsearcher109 yes u right mzz663 no matter what i do he doesnt seem happy with what i do...if i do 100 good deeds and 1 mistake he will see my mistake rather than my good deeds...so annoying yet i cant let him go as i still hoping miracle will come and he will realize...

12 Nov 12

my xmen friend

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 11 Nov 12

i am very lucky indeed for having this friends called "XMEN"...inspite of my wildress and worst manner they still love me unconditionally...through thick and thin of my life...i am so blessed having them that i can trust and lend...

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soulsearcher109 yes jenny1015 im so lucky having them...sometimes its good to choose friends who do have same interest and likeness...it doesnt mean that u guys snobbish...just finding ur comfort zone hehehe

11 Nov 12

giving my best

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 9 Nov 12

giving my boyfriend my best is something that i have struggled with. not because i dont want to, but rather my selfish nature often reacts before i even think to give him my best. my attitude has been a major issue resulting in...

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soulsearcher109 thanks angelkarah050182 and owensfunder...i am trying to control myself lately...i am not become like this if he's not doing something that irritates me...he knows that i am short temper but he still keep on irritating me with his simple gesture...but im...

11 Nov 12