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soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 19 Feb 13

i am having trouble sleeping this past few days....its been 19th day since i got this kind of feeling...i always sleep late at night mostly around 1.30am then will wake up around 4am or 5am....and i have almost 10 hours work...why...

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airsoftpeak @wwjwcom (237) • Hubei, China 16 Feb 13

I have seen from the TV series that some people still make contacts with their ex- after they break up.I can't imagine that.As for me,I will only love him or hate him,so it's impossible for me to be a common friends of his.That is...

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soulsearcher109 i agree too...i also tries to make friend with my ex fiancee before but i cant, coz everytime is see him back i felt the hatred inside me...specially when he replace me with my friend also...

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soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Feb 13

dear all, i just want to share some painful and lesson of life for my friends here in mylot. it is all about the love of my life. i dont know was it right that i decided before but right now it cause me pain and anger with...

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soulsearcher109 thanks for that jenny...yeah i do love him so much thats why even though it hurt like hell i still doing it just to prove to him that i can sacrifice everything i have just for him

14 Feb 13

dlkuku @dlkuku (1935) • United States 13 Feb 13

and drama queens. When my exhusband and I split, I didn't harass him, didn't bother him, and although I tried to avoid him, he insisted on stalking me to the point where I decided I needed to get totally away from him and...

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soulsearcher109 very well said friend...im so proud of u...dont get affcted with what happen...keep going with ur happy life...

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soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Feb 13

me- hey friend (my ex fiancee) hope u wont change, hmmmm i just alittle bit feeling weird for today coz i wont have flower and chocolate from u him- oh dear dont be sad...u know its just a waste of money sending u flowers, it...

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Feb 13

dear all, i just want to share some painful and lesson of life for my friends here in mylot. it is all about the love of my life. i dont know was it right that i decided before but right now it cause me pain and anger with...

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soulsearcher109 hehehehe thanks for the advice friend...but i decide to let him go and be happy with his life...afterall i believe in karma...good karma for sure will come to mylife soon...

13 Feb 13

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Feb 13

dear all, i just want to share some painful and lesson of life for my friends here in mylot. it is all about the love of my life. i dont know was it right that i decided before but right now it cause me pain and anger with...

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soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 27 Nov 12

i am always at war with my own self...i didnt want to do certain thing yet unconsiously i already done it...so annoying....why i am like this....i dont like being this....

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passion4fassion @passion4fassion (996) • Philippines 21 Nov 12

when we have problem about our partner we ask them i would like to talk to you well for me its better to talk and sort things out before it will become a big argument so i talk to my boyfriend and we sorted out the things about...

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soulsearcher109 yes passion4fassion i also talk with my boyfriend regarding with our relationship problem but i am getting tired of discussing with him as in the end of our discussion i am always leave as the loser...i cant never win an arguement with him...he sisnt...

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soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 21 Nov 12

i been in this relationship for a quite long time with my boyfriend....we love each other much inspite of our differences....the problem is we didnt have understanding about culture...we dont have same idea of certain decision...

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soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 19 Nov 12

just this morning my ex boyfriend called me, so weird as i didnt feel the excitement anymore, and our conversation last about 30 minutes...nothing excitement...i didnt even miss his voice...well i know i able to accept reality now...

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soulsearcher109 that is what really happen in our relationship after 1 year i finally see clearly that this relationship is not going anywhere so i decide to stop even it hurts alot...yet i move on...no more pain anymore...

19 Nov 12

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 19 Nov 12

just this morning my ex boyfriend called me, so weird as i didnt feel the excitement anymore, and our conversation last about 30 minutes...nothing excitement...i didnt even miss his voice...well i know i able to accept reality now...

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soulsearcher109 thanks jeztrose...yes i finally made it....

19 Nov 12

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 19 Nov 12

just this morning my ex boyfriend called me, so weird as i didnt feel the excitement anymore, and our conversation last about 30 minutes...nothing excitement...i didnt even miss his voice...well i know i able to accept reality now...

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soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 16 Nov 12

it's my first day at work as cashiering supervisor operation of one of the largest mall here in philippines...i came late at work and i thought i will having bad day at work but i am wrong, they all welcome me as their new cso and...

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soulsearcher109 thanks sis hehehe

16 Nov 12

risk_taker20 @risk_taker20 (2096) • Philippines 16 Nov 12

I am so pissed off because a loveone keeps on committing the same mistake that hurts me over and over again? Can some people be sensitive enough with the feelings of the people around them? How do you feel when a loveone do the...

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soulsearcher109 risk-taker20 i am so sorry to hear that...its not a usual thing for me as i am doing the same for my bf...he said i am always hurting him repeatedly with the same mistakes...but only him aware of it as what i know i didnt hurt him intentionally, i am just...

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soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 16 Nov 12

it's my first day at work as cashiering supervisor operation of one of the largest mall here in philippines...i came late at work and i thought i will having bad day at work but i am wrong, they all welcome me as their new cso and...

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soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 14 Nov 12

our life rotates through our decisions, through the option we take and the choices we choose. what ever choices we take through, the reality is that it has an end result. as time goes by, incidents happen for a reason. for...

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soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 14 Nov 12

i am still in the state that my love relationship is come to end yet i am still hlding on hoping everything will be ok...in that time i feel so stress and down i met a friend... an ex seminarian guy that i know for awhile yet we...

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soulsearcher109 thanks for the kind words graysky...i am so thankful for that comment...as of now i cant decide...as i still love my bf yet its not healthy relationship

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soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Nov 12

yes it is the time to stop hurting myself by keep on hoping for our relationship to get better once again...i can't stand no more the emotional bullying that my boyfriend cause me...it's killing me inside...make me lost my sanity,...

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soulsearcher109 thanks iMamom...i am very happy to have friend who is very supportive and cheer me always with good positive words....thanks for that...yes i should wait until that time come, when someone will knock the door of my heart again...for the moment let me fix it...

14 Nov 12

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Nov 12

yes it is the time to stop hurting myself by keep on hoping for our relationship to get better once again...i can't stand no more the emotional bullying that my boyfriend cause me...it's killing me inside...make me lost my sanity,...

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soulsearcher109 i am talking to him already about what i feel, and tell him to stop doing it, yet he blame me why he doing it...i do understand that he had trauma of bad relationship before but i hope he understand that i am different person

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