The Amazing Squid

@TheAmazingSquid (190)

Camden, Indiana • Age 30

Joined myLot 7 years ago

Discussions (15)

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Issues

The Amazing Squid @TheAmazingSquid (190) • Camden, Indiana 5 Apr 17

I almost threw a vase at my boyfriend. Why? He came by to give me flowers. Simple as that. I almost threw the glass vase with those flowers at my boyfriend. I understand why he did it. I was feeling like complete and utter...

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These past few days....

The Amazing Squid @TheAmazingSquid (190) • Camden, Indiana 3 Apr 17

I have not been in a decent mood. I am either angry/cranky or just flat out utterly depressed. im pretty neutral today thankfully. Maybe I can get something done today. I haven't wanted to play video games or even eat much. No...

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Donating my eggs...

The Amazing Squid @TheAmazingSquid (190) • Camden, Indiana 26 Mar 17

I have been thinking about this for months. I haven't done a ton of research for it because of other things going on but...I really am thinking about donating my eggs. I don't want children at all. It is just not for me. I know...

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The weather!?

The Amazing Squid @TheAmazingSquid (190) • Camden, Indiana 24 Mar 17

It was just freezing cold yesterday. Now today we have the windows open because its actually like 70 or so degrees! I actually want to put shorts on for the first time in months. Eh...better not... i havent really shaved my legs...

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Joint Pain

The Amazing Squid @TheAmazingSquid (190) • Camden, Indiana 20 Mar 17

UGH Okay. So i have joint issues. Mostly when it's raining or snowing. My knees and elbows and wrists always hurt so bad. I stretch and take pain killers but most of the time, it doesn't help much. I try to move the joints and...

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CaptainSparklez!

The Amazing Squid @TheAmazingSquid (190) • Camden, Indiana 20 Mar 17

Anyone else watch gaming youtubers? I watch daily. it helps with my depression. My favorites are: CaptainSparklez Ohmwrecker Mini Ladd ZeRoyalViking Gassy Mexican I also enjoy all the people they play with. I just feel like I can...

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Depression

The Amazing Squid @TheAmazingSquid (190) • Camden, Indiana 17 Mar 17

Trying to stay away from the dark crap in my brain. Distractions distractions... Having a slightly hard time tonight. Not fun at all. video games...? research...? trying to do something so i don't feel like complete crap and a...

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Making Money online

The Amazing Squid @TheAmazingSquid (190) • Camden, Indiana 17 Mar 17

It is very hard to do. very very very. Surveys MyLot Selling stuff I never qualify for surveys and well I don't have anything really to sell. The only things that would get me any money are my computer and camera and well I am for...

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Sleep Issues

The Amazing Squid @TheAmazingSquid (190) • Camden, Indiana 16 Mar 17

I know it is mostly due to my depression and the fact that I don't really do much anyways but I sleep soooooo much. I am always tired. I try to go to bed at certain times but my body wont let me fall asleep. Then I sleep for like...

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Sick with tonsillitis

The Amazing Squid @TheAmazingSquid (190) • Camden, Indiana 14 Mar 17

I had a pretty bad cold for about 2 weeks. Then right after that my body decided it was that time of the month and then now right after that ended I get tonsillitis. This is not fun! Ugh! My immune system sucks.

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Fallout!

The Amazing Squid @TheAmazingSquid (190) • Camden, Indiana 13 Mar 17

Is anyone else obsessed with Fallout? I am currently binge playing the one app game, Fallout Shelter. I have it on my laptop. Much easier to play on a laptop surprisingly. I finished 4 about a year ago. Now whenever I play it I...

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I just love my dog

The Amazing Squid @TheAmazingSquid (190) • Camden, Indiana 12 Mar 17

She is just a butt and i love her. When mom and i went to go pick her out, i picked her little butt up and she yipped at me. the only one to tell me that she wanted to go home with us. She's pretty much a perfect fit. I don't...

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Crazy Hair

The Amazing Squid @TheAmazingSquid (190) • Camden, Indiana 10 Mar 17

I seriously miss having crazy hair. I have had the entire rainbow in my hair. I just can't have normal hair and having this black hair is getting so boring. I need to express myself! It's funny because I am constantly in black...

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Photography~

The Amazing Squid @TheAmazingSquid (190) • Camden, Indiana 10 Mar 17

I cannot get motivated to take more pictures. It sucks because it has helped me in the past get through panic attacks and break downs. Just walking and taking pictures of nature or when I had cats...I would just go outside and...

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Cosplay!?

The Amazing Squid @TheAmazingSquid (190) • Camden, Indiana 9 Mar 17

Who on here cosplays? I, for one wish I could find the courage and confidence to do so! I am an anime and gaming nerd and there are so many characters I want to cosplay. I am not a skinny girl and it's hard for me to find a good...

steven universe

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