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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 16 Jul 23

I'm sitting here in uncontrollable tears barely able to breathe, as much as I vent about helping with the care of my family, the minute I'm without them I feel like my life is falling apart. My Niece took my Nephew with her to...

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Loretta @chrissbergstrom That is so sad to hear.

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 16 Jul 23

I'm sitting here in uncontrollable tears barely able to breathe, as much as I vent about helping with the care of my family, the minute I'm without them I feel like my life is falling apart. My Niece took my Nephew with her to...

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Loretta It's sad. Self-esteem will cause a woman to choose wrongly. I hope your nephew will be OK. Reach out occasionally and offer to take him once in a while. She may take you up on it eventually.

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 21 Jul 23

I feel so bad for it but today when I was overwhelmed with stress I wrote "I just want to die" as my Facebook status.... I knew instantly I shouldn't have, I should have stayed off social media the place where it's so easy to...

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snowy I am so sorry, and please follow up with that counseling. You have so many stressors going on, it is hard to cope with them all I understand.. Feel free to post here if it helps.

21 Jul 23

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 21 Jul 23

I feel so bad for it but today when I was overwhelmed with stress I wrote "I just want to die" as my Facebook status.... I knew instantly I shouldn't have, I should have stayed off social media the place where it's so easy to...

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Sissy15 Sometimes life is just hard and I'm glad you are seeking help. Depression is a lot and with everything you have been through you are bound to feel the way you do. I'm sorry things have been so hard for you. The hard part about kids that aren't your own is you...

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 21 Jul 23

I feel so bad for it but today when I was overwhelmed with stress I wrote "I just want to die" as my Facebook status.... I knew instantly I shouldn't have, I should have stayed off social media the place where it's so easy to...

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Amber You are taking the right first step by going to counseling. Someone will help you start to sort through your feelings. Your family does need you still, and by taking care of yourself, you are helping them. I can't possibly understand your pain, but you are not...

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 21 Jul 23

I feel so bad for it but today when I was overwhelmed with stress I wrote "I just want to die" as my Facebook status.... I knew instantly I shouldn't have, I should have stayed off social media the place where it's so easy to...

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Marie Coyle I am glad you are going to talk with someone to help you work through this. I don't think anyone is supposed to go through as much as you have been. You need some time to learn to be just you, and to realize that while it's so wonderful to be loved and needed,...

21 Jul 23

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 21 Jul 23

I feel so bad for it but today when I was overwhelmed with stress I wrote "I just want to die" as my Facebook status.... I knew instantly I shouldn't have, I should have stayed off social media the place where it's so easy to...

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LindaOH You say you don't have someone who cares? What about all of us? I'm glad you're going for therapy. You need someone else to vent to. You don't ever have to be sorry for venting here. We are here to listen. We couldn't possibly know how hard it is for...

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 21 Jul 23

I feel so bad for it but today when I was overwhelmed with stress I wrote "I just want to die" as my Facebook status.... I knew instantly I shouldn't have, I should have stayed off social media the place where it's so easy to...

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Judy Story I will pray for you and your family. I do not know what to say to help you feel better. I hope the counseling will help you feel better. Your niece was born at the same time my great grand daughter was born. I hope her and her mother will be ok and your...

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 17 Jul 23

It feels like no matter what I do no matter how hard I try I will never be truly happy... I keep feeling like bad things are gonna happen, I worry so much that I'm going crazy... What if schizophrenia is hereditary, my brother...

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LindaOH Meds would probably help you; and I'm surprised that you're not open to them. Have you seen a doctor lately? Extreme anxiety will not lead to schizophrenia. Take a deep breath and go see a doctor.

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 17 Jul 23

It feels like no matter what I do no matter how hard I try I will never be truly happy... I keep feeling like bad things are gonna happen, I worry so much that I'm going crazy... What if schizophrenia is hereditary, my brother...

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Amber @chrissbergstrom Counseling could be all you need. That’s a huge step in itself.

18 Jul 23

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 17 Jul 23

It feels like no matter what I do no matter how hard I try I will never be truly happy... I keep feeling like bad things are gonna happen, I worry so much that I'm going crazy... What if schizophrenia is hereditary, my brother...

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Marie Coyle You need to go to the doctor. There are good medicines available for depression and anxiety, they will advise you. The back and forth sad/angry feelings are an indication that you need to go to the doctor. Please do that for yourself, Chris.

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 17 Jul 23

It feels like no matter what I do no matter how hard I try I will never be truly happy... I keep feeling like bad things are gonna happen, I worry so much that I'm going crazy... What if schizophrenia is hereditary, my brother...

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Amber You are going to need to find the time to visit a doctor. It's necessary at this point. And, from what I read, you don't get schizophrenia from having a lot of anxiety, although I can understand that fear. Nothing will get better until you take care of...

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 17 Jul 23

It feels like no matter what I do no matter how hard I try I will never be truly happy... I keep feeling like bad things are gonna happen, I worry so much that I'm going crazy... What if schizophrenia is hereditary, my brother...

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Judy Story Schizophrenia does run in some families. My friend sister and brother both had it. Her sister would get on all fours and bark at the mailman. The mailman would not deliver to their house anymore. Doctors do not know enough about it to really say. They are...

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 16 Jul 23

I'm sitting here in uncontrollable tears barely able to breathe, as much as I vent about helping with the care of my family, the minute I'm without them I feel like my life is falling apart. My Niece took my Nephew with her to...

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LindaOH @chrissbergstrom I thought I was mature when I got married at 22; but I was wrong!

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 16 Jul 23

I'm sitting here in uncontrollable tears barely able to breathe, as much as I vent about helping with the care of my family, the minute I'm without them I feel like my life is falling apart. My Niece took my Nephew with her to...

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Judy Story I hope she will wise up before it is to late. Hopefully your nephew will be well taken care of.

18 Jul 23

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 17 Jul 23

It feels like no matter what I do no matter how hard I try I will never be truly happy... I keep feeling like bad things are gonna happen, I worry so much that I'm going crazy... What if schizophrenia is hereditary, my brother...

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George B Vieto I can relate to your problem. I do look at videos on You Tube stating that faith in God above by praying that He will find a way for you to deal with your sadness is to talk to Him and leave your anxiety with Him.

17 Jul 23

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Loretta @noni1959 (10104) • United States 8 Jul 23

I was off the grid for a little while camping with my son in the Cascades after two months of moving around different places in Oregon. I'm now back home in Eastern, Washington. I decided to stay in the Winery RV Park where I...

back home

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Loretta I like Fort Stevens. I was going to apply to host there for September since they put out a notice of need for that month but took the one in WA instead.

17 Jul 23

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 16 Jul 23

I'm sitting here in uncontrollable tears barely able to breathe, as much as I vent about helping with the care of my family, the minute I'm without them I feel like my life is falling apart. My Niece took my Nephew with her to...

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LindaOH How old is your niece? Please try and relax and breathe. Some things you cannot control. I know you worry; but she is going to do what she wants to do. Hopefully it won't bite her in the butt.

16 Jul 23

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 16 Jul 23

I'm sitting here in uncontrollable tears barely able to breathe, as much as I vent about helping with the care of my family, the minute I'm without them I feel like my life is falling apart. My Niece took my Nephew with her to...

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popciclecold I understand how you feel. Been there. Just be prayerful.

16 Jul 23

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 16 Jul 23

I'm sitting here in uncontrollable tears barely able to breathe, as much as I vent about helping with the care of my family, the minute I'm without them I feel like my life is falling apart. My Niece took my Nephew with her to...

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OceanTiara I am sorry there is so much stressful worry on you..I know what the feels like.

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