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lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 5 Nov 17

It's been a month since I have no job and income, although I do everything to get money online. What should I do? I feel hopeless although actually so many opportunity come to me. I can't focus in multi job but I need much money,...

money

income

money online

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lutfi I'm okay than before, just scrapping along.

8 Mar 18

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 15 Feb 18

I see hell, not heaven.... I don't know exactly, why I always feel that. Maybe because of trauma or a failure in the past time or whatever. Since that day I always feel's like I'm in hell in every situation, I always see...

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lutfi @simplyd and @mydanods thanks to you all for supporting me.

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lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 15 Feb 18

I see hell, not heaven.... I don't know exactly, why I always feel that. Maybe because of trauma or a failure in the past time or whatever. Since that day I always feel's like I'm in hell in every situation, I always see...

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lutfi @toniganzon thank you, friend.

18 Feb 18

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 15 Feb 18

I see hell, not heaven.... I don't know exactly, why I always feel that. Maybe because of trauma or a failure in the past time or whatever. Since that day I always feel's like I'm in hell in every situation, I always see...

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lutfi @toniganzon Yeah, I stop doing that since I broke up, I feel tired to look for someone. Now I just wanna live a life and let time to cure this pain.

16 Feb 18

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 13 Feb 18

I often feel the pain in the lower abdomen, the pain is moving. sometimes I feel abdominal pain in the bottom left and sometimes on the bottom right. I've been feeling it since two months ago though not often, I was wondering if...

abdomen

traditional medicine

the benefit of celery

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lutfi @toniganzon yes, I wrong

16 Feb 18

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 13 Feb 18

what I have ever had is gone, now there is only hope that maybe will never come true. Where should I go while my feet can not stand. The dark past is always haunting me so I'm always afraid to make decisions in my life. I need...

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lutfi @SIMPLYD yes, I feel better now.

16 Feb 18

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lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 13 Feb 18

what I have ever had is gone, now there is only hope that maybe will never come true. Where should I go while my feet can not stand. The dark past is always haunting me so I'm always afraid to make decisions in my life. I need...

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lutfi I tried to meditating, now I feel better than before.. thank you

16 Feb 18

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lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 13 Feb 18

what I have ever had is gone, now there is only hope that maybe will never come true. Where should I go while my feet can not stand. The dark past is always haunting me so I'm always afraid to make decisions in my life. I need...

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lutfi @db20747 yes, I can get some loan from my family. thanks for your suggestion

16 Feb 18

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lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 15 Feb 18

I see hell, not heaven.... I don't know exactly, why I always feel that. Maybe because of trauma or a failure in the past time or whatever. Since that day I always feel's like I'm in hell in every situation, I always see...

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lutfi @kareemadivina I think so,,, When I saw my mother, there is a question cross my mind "How she can be strong like that while I can't? I'm her child, why I could like her?". That thing makes me rise up, just it... just it.

15 Feb 18

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lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 15 Feb 18

I see hell, not heaven.... I don't know exactly, why I always feel that. Maybe because of trauma or a failure in the past time or whatever. Since that day I always feel's like I'm in hell in every situation, I always see...

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4 people

lutfi Did you ever experience it? Then how you can fix it?

15 Feb 18

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 15 Feb 18

I see hell, not heaven.... I don't know exactly, why I always feel that. Maybe because of trauma or a failure in the past time or whatever. Since that day I always feel's like I'm in hell in every situation, I always see...

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4 people

lutfi You're right, friend. I've tried to enjoy every time in my life and be grateful but seems like my mind always look at the negative side by design, still hard to control it.

15 Feb 18

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 15 Feb 18

I see hell, not heaven.... I don't know exactly, why I always feel that. Maybe because of trauma or a failure in the past time or whatever. Since that day I always feel's like I'm in hell in every situation, I always see...

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4 people

lutfi It hard to switch at the brighter things, I wish I never give up and keep struggling.

15 Feb 18

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 15 Feb 18

I see hell, not heaven.... I don't know exactly, why I always feel that. Maybe because of trauma or a failure in the past time or whatever. Since that day I always feel's like I'm in hell in every situation, I always see...

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lutfi I lost my beloved... again and again because of my deficiency, I'm tired to find someone. I hope I'm found by someone.

15 Feb 18

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lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 13 Feb 18

I often feel the pain in the lower abdomen, the pain is moving. sometimes I feel abdominal pain in the bottom left and sometimes on the bottom right. I've been feeling it since two months ago though not often, I was wondering if...

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lutfi @toniganzon yeah, I thought it will get well itself.

15 Feb 18

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lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 15 Feb 18

I see hell, not heaven.... I don't know exactly, why I always feel that. Maybe because of trauma or a failure in the past time or whatever. Since that day I always feel's like I'm in hell in every situation, I always see...

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4 people

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 13 Feb 18

I often feel the pain in the lower abdomen, the pain is moving. sometimes I feel abdominal pain in the bottom left and sometimes on the bottom right. I've been feeling it since two months ago though not often, I was wondering if...

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lutfi @SIMPLYD yes, I agree with you too.

15 Feb 18

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 13 Feb 18

I often feel the pain in the lower abdomen, the pain is moving. sometimes I feel abdominal pain in the bottom left and sometimes on the bottom right. I've been feeling it since two months ago though not often, I was wondering if...

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lutfi @toniganzon It's more than two months since I get sick (occasinally). Usually the pain come in the afternoon.

15 Feb 18

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 13 Feb 18

what I have ever had is gone, now there is only hope that maybe will never come true. Where should I go while my feet can not stand. The dark past is always haunting me so I'm always afraid to make decisions in my life. I need...

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5 people

lutfi @SIMPLYD yes,, I'll keep praying, thank you friend

15 Feb 18

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lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 13 Feb 18

I often feel the pain in the lower abdomen, the pain is moving. sometimes I feel abdominal pain in the bottom left and sometimes on the bottom right. I've been feeling it since two months ago though not often, I was wondering if...

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lutfi @toniganzon There is a free health care center near village head office, I forgot about it.

15 Feb 18

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 13 Feb 18

what I have ever had is gone, now there is only hope that maybe will never come true. Where should I go while my feet can not stand. The dark past is always haunting me so I'm always afraid to make decisions in my life. I need...

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5 people

lutfi @1hopefulman I'll try to calm down and think about what you say to step forward.

15 Feb 18

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