lutfi

@kakah87 (394)

Semarang, Indonesia • Age 35

Joined myLot 9 years ago

Not ordinary man, just a good man.

Discussions (30)

lutfi's Discussions

I see hell, not heaven

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 15 Feb 18

I see hell, not heaven.... I don't know exactly, why I always feel that. Maybe because of trauma or a failure in the past time or whatever. Since that day I always feel's like I'm in hell in every situation, I always see...

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4 people

I hope I can find my life's purpose

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 14 Feb 18

Today I decided to send a message to my boss through Whatsapp application. The message contained that I could no longer work in that place, and he replied to me twice "Oh .. why?" And "Do not hesitate to visit my place". Then I...

lifes purpose

the beginning

decision

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The pain in the lower abdomen

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 13 Feb 18

I often feel the pain in the lower abdomen, the pain is moving. sometimes I feel abdominal pain in the bottom left and sometimes on the bottom right. I've been feeling it since two months ago though not often, I was wondering if...

abdomen

traditional medicine

the benefit of celery

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Expectation in the cloudy morning

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 13 Feb 18

Thanks to Allah, today the weather is cloudy but I'm grateful my heart starts to calm down. I'll start something new, a new look. I will try again and again. Hopefully this time I can focus on doing it and I can find my life...

expectation

life purpose

focus

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I have lost my purpose in life

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 13 Feb 18

what I have ever had is gone, now there is only hope that maybe will never come true. Where should I go while my feet can not stand. The dark past is always haunting me so I'm always afraid to make decisions in my life. I need...

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5 people

Do you know what's that mean?

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 10 Feb 18

I was waiting my mother on the edge, she was giving fertilizer in the fields. There is something across my mind when I'm looking at rice plant. There is a quote that what we planted, that's what we will get. If you a good man,...

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The weather is like my feelings

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 2 Feb 18

Today the sky is cloudy, sometimes the sun appear for just a moment then disappear again. Almost everyday the rain is fall in my place, Cloudy in the morning and rain in the afternoon or in the night. I have this feelings since I...

feelings

weather

hasitate

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Happy,,, I've got paid from that site

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 2 Feb 18

I was registered more than three months on that site, and then I did what I should do as their rules. It's not to long to get 5 dollars, but the fact is I got $5 less than a month. After that I tried to cash out it, I'm waiting...

get paid

cash out

payment

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Say Hi... Just a moment

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 30 Jan 18

Hello guys... I hope you have a good day today. Long time no see you guys, I have been off here for two months since I got a new job. Wow.. too long for me that I've inactive here. I hope I don't loss my friends...

active

inactive

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It's been few days, no see you

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 26 Nov 17

hello mylotter, it's been long time I am not here. Sorry, busy doing offline.... I got a job, and today I move to a new place, I just wanna say thank you to all mylotter who know me and always support me.

thanks

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When I wake up from nap, seems I got the prophecy

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 18 Nov 17

Everyday I spent time to take a nap, it's a must since I'll feel tired when I didn't do that. Then I go to take a bath and bla... bla... bla... When I'am alone in my room, I remember a Korean movie series. The story is about a...

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3 people

The fragrance remembering me

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 17 Nov 17

Today I go to river to jogging, you know I have been doing it since I've got cough and I have to heal it with fresh air. I try to make it as routine activity, so my lung will be better and healthier. It's like a therapy, I hope I...

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4 people

Think positive, you'll get positive thing

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 16 Nov 17

Today I read an articles, the articles talk about a choice. Honestly I didn't think that I'll read it, seems that's an accident. Well, it's a good thing that I read it. Everyday we're faced by choice, sadness or happiness, pain...

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If you have nothing to write, you should do this

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 15 Nov 17

Maybe all of you have ever experience where you have nothing to write, that's my problem too even almost everyday for me. But actually there is a tips for me to write an article even many articles can be wrote, if I am not lazy...

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Still no good news, frustrating

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 14 Nov 17

I asked to my friend to help me few days ago, I sent message to his facebook and I asked him "can you help me to find a job for me?". And he asked me back "why you look for a job? Your online job have a good income, do you?", I...

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2 people

Make peace with time, it could be

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 12 Nov 17

I don't know since when I am to be a discipline man, it can be called like that since I have schedule record in my mind even it doesn't always a job. For example: today is Sunday, I have plan to visit my friend's house and I have...

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2 people

Did you feel in bad mood when some one distract you?

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 9 Nov 17

This is one of my weakness that I can't write something to post or make an article. When I try to write something and the idea is already in my head, someone come to me. They ask me or try to take a thing like scissor in my desk...

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Did you have experienced like mine?

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 6 Nov 17

Did you ever log in to mylot using your smartphone? I have tried log in to mylot using my smartphone, I fared well to log in. But when I click notifications link, I was directed to advertisement and push me up to install a...

mylot

fix

bugs

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4 people

Did I do mistakes? Did you ever feel regret like me?

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 6 Nov 17

I am madness, that is what I think about because I feel that I'm a failure. I have made a plan to be a succesful man (it's usually call as a dream) but in the middle way I was hitted to step back twice by situation or change my...

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Looks like without hope, sigh...

lutfi @kakah87 (394) • Semarang, Indonesia 5 Nov 17

It's been a month since I have no job and income, although I do everything to get money online. What should I do? I feel hopeless although actually so many opportunity come to me. I can't focus in multi job but I need much money,...

money

income

money online

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