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cielicesky @cielicesky (71) • Philippines 20 Nov 07

It's past 4:00 in the morning, my eyes are opened...not that i just woke up but because i haven't gotten slept yet. My mind is in a roller coaster. I am in the middle of another trial that life brings, and the biggest ordeal I...

forgiveness

gratitude

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cielicesky Oh thanks! MY parents are going to have my son with them to help me move on with my life. Every grandparent loves his grandchild anyway.....especially that my father is longing for a boy coz we are all girls in the family. I'm not so much worried regarding the...

20 Nov 07

cielicesky @cielicesky (71) • Philippines 20 Nov 07

It's past 4:00 in the morning, my eyes are opened...not that i just woke up but because i haven't gotten slept yet. My mind is in a roller coaster. I am in the middle of another trial that life brings, and the biggest ordeal I...

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steele4real @steele4real (107) • United States 17 Nov 07

I must say its been 3 years since my first true love (at age 15) and it still hurts me to this day thinking about her ... So my question to you is ... how long did it take you to get over your first true love ?

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cielicesky It was 11 years aho when i had my first love, i was 14-15 then. Though i didn't have a formal relationship with him then, we had what the what they call mutual understanding. There was no commitment but we had a good "relationship" then. I guess distance and...

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dutchess67 @dutchess67 (917) • United States 15 Nov 07

I have been involved with someone for almost a year now. I am very much in love with this man. He's the kindest man I've ever known and treats me like a queen. I've never known a man to be so generous and loving, not to mention...

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cielicesky My husband cheated me countless times. I had forgiven him for all those times, but it is hard to forget. Right now, we are trying to fix things over, though on my part, it's all over. I've forgiven him not because i love him, but because it's so hard to carry...

16 Nov 07

marissa0124 @marissa0124 (179) • New Zealand 14 Nov 07

I have experienced caesarian delivery to my daughter who is now 2 years old. Its hard and really painful. I need to stay in the hospital for 4 days due to my operation and was not able to move well for another week. It also leaves...

parenting

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cielicesky I also underwent caesarian operation. And because of this that as much as possible, i still don't wanna get pregnant again, though i have strong desire to have another child...but not in 3-4 years as my boy is still 4 years old. Giving birth through caesarian...

15 Nov 07

cielicesky @cielicesky (71) • Philippines 15 Nov 07

How many of us here ended with the one we truly love? the man or woman of our dreams? Or got married with the person whom we had "given all of ours"? Honestly, I myself didn't end up with the guy i wished for my life to be with. I...

person of your dream

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kittypinky @kittypinky (245) • China 14 Nov 07

i don't really know my father,i can't understand so many things about him. i began to live with him when i was 16.before that ,he was a business man ,and then he became a manager of a state-owned insurence company.he was always...

father

love

understand

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cielicesky I am not close to my father. I was even feeling bitter towards him. But that was during my younger days. My father is not showy of his affections. I couldn't understand why. It cause so much crisis in me then cause i was thinking that we are not having a good...

15 Nov 07

cielicesky @cielicesky (71) • Philippines 15 Nov 07

Being the eldest and a lone child for nine years, many supposed that i am very close to my father, but it's the other way around. Yes, everybody says, i am my father's favorite. He showers me everything i want, need and wished...

father

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maverixk @maverixk (15) • Philippines 14 Nov 07

I'm just new here in myLot and i'm thinking of a discussion that i can post.. Here's the first topic that popped up.. I'd just want to know from where were your names from and what do they mean.. So to kick off, my real...

maverixk

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cielicesky i have three names. The first one is maria, which is needless to explain. They got the second one from my godmother who happened to be a nun, and that name is the latin term for sky and heaven. My third name was given by a clergy, monsignor then, who is now an...

15 Nov 07

fanji008 @fanji008 (775) • China 14 Nov 07

Hey,guys! I'm a little bit confused.Today when I logged in mylot and then after a while,I saw my earnings decreased $0.01,then after I post another comment,it decreased $0.02 but soon $0.01 went back. So how come it happened?It...

confused

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cielicesky It is the same thing that happened to me just now. Last night, my earnings increased by $0.06. But then, when i logged in this early evening, it was decreased by $0.01. I don't know how it happened this way. Even one of the reponses in one of my discussions...

14 Nov 07

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nishurs @nishurs (582) • India 14 Nov 07

i want a sincere answer

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cielicesky I could never love someone just because of his money. I may like his company because of treating me (lol), but his money can never make me fall for him in anyway. For me, one's traits, personality, and character are the first considerations for someone to be...

14 Nov 07

dhedows118 @dhedows118 (891) • Philippines 14 Nov 07

How many are here who are an only child? Well, I'm an only child so I can't help but asking how does it feel to have a brother and a sister? I used to dream having one but I prefer an older brother or sister because I want...

life

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cielicesky I was an only child for 9 years...then 2 younger sisters were born. For me, having siblings is one of the best things in this life. Inspite of the wide age gap i have with my younger sisters, and the fact that i am already married which means we're no longer...

14 Nov 07

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cielicesky @cielicesky (71) • Philippines 14 Nov 07

We all enter relationships, we fall. I think we all know that there's no certainty that we end up with that girlfriend or boyfriend til the wedding day itself. And when we learn to love our partner, we tend to give everything in...

selflessness

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lisacraigx @lisacraigx (19) • New Zealand 13 Nov 07

Do you still believe in the old way of living where men go out and earn a living while women stay at home being a housewife and looking after the children?

people

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cielicesky I am a housewife, but i disagree with this. Being a housewife is not my decision, but my husband's. My mother is a career woman, so i expected that i would be the same way...but it was the other way around. Having a career gives so much growth to an...

13 Nov 07

oarnamav @oarnamav (2708) • India 13 Nov 07

Few of my friend pretend their spouse as this. I just wonder how can one do like this. How could one reply conscious? I dislike such people!

i love you

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cielicesky I forgot to mention that we are on the verge of separation. And i know that both of us have lost the love for each other already. How could i force myself to love the man who hurt and abused me physically, emotionally, verbally and psychologically? For...

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oarnamav @oarnamav (2708) • India 13 Nov 07

Few of my friend pretend their spouse as this. I just wonder how can one do like this. How could one reply conscious? I dislike such people!

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cielicesky I can not remember the last time i said i love you to my husband! I never said i love you to a person if i don't mean it. I couldn't lie to him, nor to myself. It loses its essence if saying this without feeling it.

13 Nov 07

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cielicesky @cielicesky (71) • Philippines 12 Nov 07

Christmas decors, blinking lights, santa clauses are seen everywhere already. It's getting cold now. Obviously, christmas is already around the corner. However, this season arises a depressive feeling in me. I can not understand...

camouflage

christmas blues

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cielicesky Missing family members does arise these blues. And you feel kind of emptiness because there is no one special in your life for now. I understand your plight, but for sure, someone special will come along...maybe at a most unexpected time.

13 Nov 07

cielicesky @cielicesky (71) • Philippines 12 Nov 07

Christmas decors, blinking lights, santa clauses are seen everywhere already. It's getting cold now. Obviously, christmas is already around the corner. However, this season arises a depressive feeling in me. I can not understand...

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cielicesky Maybe you feel a little frustrated over your expectations that weren't met regarding how the holiday was spent. But good to hear that you don't feel such blues.

13 Nov 07

cielicesky @cielicesky (71) • Philippines 12 Nov 07

Christmas decors, blinking lights, santa clauses are seen everywhere already. It's getting cold now. Obviously, christmas is already around the corner. However, this season arises a depressive feeling in me. I can not understand...

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cielicesky Oh yes, expenses play a big part of the blues also.

12 Nov 07

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