NerdGirlUSA

@starflye78 (260)

Daytona Beach, Florida • Age 46

Joined myLot 7 years ago

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Self Quarantine, Day 8

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 30 Mar 20

My partner/roomate was sent home by his boss last Friday because he wasn't feeling well, and was told not to come back until he recieved clearance from the Covid Coronavirus. Florida is one of the states that has not yet issued a...

social distancing

friendship

romance human connection

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2 people

Hello Again

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 7 Mar 20

I've been away for awhile, my life has been pretty stressful- three moves in six months and having to move again. But I'm back in the town I want to call home, and I've got a wonderful partner who I care for deeply. Hope all of...

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6 people

rainy days

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 12 Jul 19

It's been raining all week, and it makes me very sleepy, especially when I need all of my medications. My boyfriend is leaving today to go to his new home, and hopefully I will be moving into mine sometime next week. It's going...

moving day

rainy day

friday

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praying for strength

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 9 Jul 19

Beginning a new chapter in our lives, as we leave the shelter and move into seperate housing temporarily. We are going into two seperate sober houses, mainly because I have not started recieving my disability check and we can't...

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2 people

In Need Of Prayers

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 3 Jul 19

So the housing situation for my boyfriend and I has become quite stressful. And it looks like our only option at this point other than going back in the woods might be living seperately for a little while. In group sober homes. I...

prayer

house hunting

true love

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2 people

soul mates

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 25 Jun 19

Our lives are predestined. Each and every person crosses our path at a specific time for a specific reason and a specific duration. That moment when you find the person you want to spend the rest of your life is a small miracle,...

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2 people

decline in humanity

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 17 Jun 19

one of the residents here had to call law enforcement because she is being stalked. I cannot understand why anyone would do this, when there are so many other people in this world that can be interacted with-- to chase someone who...

stalkers

compassion

lack of good

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3 people

It's been awhile

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 17 Jun 19

I have been off the grid so to speak for the past few months... I ran out of time at the homeless shelter that I was in and so I ended up living in a tent in the woods for a very long 51 days. It was one of the must humiliating...

new beginnings

starting at the bottom

appreciation

simple gifts

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3 people

Bittersweet Victories

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 28 Feb 19

In the fight for human emotion, I have come to realize that as an empath warrior, success means saying goodbye. Helping someone, feeling someone means that this part of their journey is over and that they are moving on. I said a...

goodbye

finding homes

preparing for battle

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2 people

My Story

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 28 Feb 19

It was so cold that night. I remember them letting me come lay back down next to Jacob until it was time to take him. I remember carrying his warm little sleeping body to the front door where I handed him off to Donna, a sheriff...

pain

loss

soul warrior

Consistency

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 21 Feb 19

I am the constant in the lives of inconsistent souls. I love with all of my heart those who think they don't deserve to be loved. An empath warrior whose scars run deeper than the deepest oceans, I cry for the ones who can't. Some...

emotions

constant love

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3 people

Honesty

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 21 Feb 19

I can't stand it when someone tells you that they lied about something because they didn't want to hurt you. To me, finding out that someone was dishonest is much more painful. I'm struggling with someone right now, who still is...

honesty

lies

pain

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2 people

Darkness and Light

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 18 Feb 19

Some of us are here to bring light to the darkness. Others to remind us that darkness still exists. Now is the time for the two extremes to align with one another, for the end is near and the war has begun. Today I made contact...

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4 people

My friend is back!

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 17 Feb 19

He is home from the hospital and I am very happy to see him. I only got to see him for a few minutes though, he has gone somewhere, I don't know where. I am not feeling well, think I am catching a cold. Slept through medication...

special friends

hugs

feeling down

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4 people

Pool Day

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 17 Feb 19

It's going to be a beautiful day and one of the residents has invited me to go to the swimming pool with her. I am excited to work on my suntan in February, one of the reasons I love living in Florida. Hope all of you are...

swimming

beautiful day

friendship

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Rise Up

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 15 Feb 19

I walk into the laundry room where a disabled man's wife is taking care of his laundry. I watch her every night push him to dinner, even when he is angry at the world. The love she has is so powerful, each day she trudges through...

angels

true love

roses day

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Looking forward to the weekend

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 15 Feb 19

My troubled friend checked himself into the mental hospital last night. I miss him terribly, but I am going to try and stay busy this weekend so the time goes by fast. He should be back Monday, the norm is 72 hours, although he...

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Perfect Weather

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 14 Feb 19

It was quite chilly this morning, only 44 degrees. But now it is 70 and sunny and the most perfect day. I got to reconnect with an old friend of mine, we went to Walmart and got hair dye. I have had it purple for a long time, and...

sunshine

new hair

new loves

1 person

Rainy Day

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 13 Feb 19

The gray sky and falling rain definitely fits my mood today. I am glad for a quiet day to think and write, the past few days have been very confusing, and I am still not sure which way is up or which path is supposed to be mine....

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3 people

Courage

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (260) • Daytona Beach, Florida 12 Feb 19

It takes guts to change your path, especially when it comes to relationships. I suffer from severe social anxiety, yet I hate being alone. I am trying so hard not to rush into this new adventure. Does love happen in an instant? Is...

courage

risk

love at first sight

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2 people