Ryza Monique Olaer (@083196ryza) on myLot

Eva James @wolfgirl569 (107859) • Marion, Ohio 1 Feb

It is very bright out. It took me some time to figure out what it was. It is that lovely ball called Mr Sun. Hubby will be going to town soon to get wood pellets. So when he gets home we will get those unloaded. That will be my...

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Ryza Monique Olaer Having wary days, too. But we'll all stay strong.

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DINNERLADY @lazydaizee (6735) • United Kingdom 2 Feb

Today is national bubble gum day and it made me think about how many years it has been since I had chewed any sort of gum. When I was younger I would often buy bubble gum because in those days you got a free card in the packet....

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Ryza Monique Olaer It's been years since I last chewed gum, too. So, I definitely relate

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 2 Feb

Do you ever feel like you were never put first in any situation in your life? Even with friends. Even with family, or you discount your family's love for you because you think they're expected to do it anyway. Ultimately, people...

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 24 Apr 23

Feeling a bit disillusioned lately Just the same old constant mental stimulation leading to general exhaustion Happens everytime when something is ending but not quite there yet (this time, it's this medical internship) And as a...

sadness

hiddenthoughts

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 18 Apr 23

To Hachi: The perky, naive princess who, no matter how many times she gets knocked down, still chooses to wear her heart on her sleeve. Her love for love remained steadfast all throughout the series (from girlfriend to wife to...

nana

anime

manga

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 27 Mar 23

Rant less. People don't like it when you have opinions, or when you verbalize hurt. Sometimes, it's better to just lay it out on paper and burn it. If you feel like you're walking on eggshells around people, it's probably better...

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 10 Mar 23

Step by step guide for when a consultant quizzes you during an operation (where there's obviously no sterile phone for fast googling: 1. Think of the right answer the first time, but second guess yourself 2. Exhaust all the...

surgery

medicine

surgeon

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 10 Mar 23

It's contempt for the other person's happiness The aftertaste of envy, or maybe it's ingredient The initial gut feeling that babies get when their playmate have better toys than them That very first one, before they learned to...

bitterness

jealousy

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 5 Mar 23

I'm exhausted again. I didn't know why I thought it would be much easier since we did the first loop already, but it was much harder now. I think it was because we were essentially acting like residents, since the first year...

hospitallife

medicalintern

surgery

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 27 Feb 23

As someone with high myopia, the importance of a good eyesight never escapes me every single day. I won’t be exaggerating if I said I’d bled because of how heavy my glasses are or because I bumped into something while not wearing...

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 17 Feb 23

I've always thought like I'm moving through life too fast. There's never any time for me to soak in things, to remember moments, to feel. And I fear this is dehumanizing. For what are we if we don't live in the now? Who are we if...

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 13 Feb 23

I think it's been so long for me. Way too long. The funny this, 80% of this heaviness could be solved by having a bit more money. It's annoying to think about, that we're forced to seek something so material to heal our spirits....

money

happiness

burnout

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Ryza Monique Olaer I get what you're saying. There's learned helplessness on the part of the poor, and they carry it with them everyday.

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 13 Feb 23

I think it's been so long for me. Way too long. The funny this, 80% of this heaviness could be solved by having a bit more money. It's annoying to think about, that we're forced to seek something so material to heal our spirits....

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 12 Feb 23

I might have worked for a scammer. He's in the middle of trying to get money from me now (80$) using cryptocurrency. This is apparently for the external charges that I need to pay before my compensation can be processed into my...

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 5 Feb 23

It's a Monday morning here in the Philippines Woke up feeling refreshed for the first time in a long time. It's definitely the week-long vacation that I got from all the craziness of my major rotations at the hospital. Usually,...

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Ryza Monique Olaer @thebos I think it's great! Scripture is a good guide towards the right path, and we need a reminder of it everyday.

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 6 Feb 23

I've been into the true crime documentaries on Netflix lately. Not sure why. It probably should freak me out, considering that in most of these crimes, women are the primary targets. The Ted Bundy Tapes, for instance, was just...

truecrime

netflix

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Ryza Monique Olaer Yep! It's definitely a good way to keep yourself informed, too. Then, you know what to watch out for.

6 Feb 23

Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 6 Feb 23

I've been into the true crime documentaries on Netflix lately. Not sure why. It probably should freak me out, considering that in most of these crimes, women are the primary targets. The Ted Bundy Tapes, for instance, was just...

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Ryza Monique Olaer I feel you. Sometimes, I make the mistake of watching particularly horrendous ones before going to bed. So, then I can't sleep wahahaha

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 6 Feb 23

I've been into the true crime documentaries on Netflix lately. Not sure why. It probably should freak me out, considering that in most of these crimes, women are the primary targets. The Ted Bundy Tapes, for instance, was just...

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Ryza Monique Olaer Same here. It's fascinating to wonder what could have pushed someone over the edge like that.

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 6 Feb 23

I've been into the true crime documentaries on Netflix lately. Not sure why. It probably should freak me out, considering that in most of these crimes, women are the primary targets. The Ted Bundy Tapes, for instance, was just...

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Ryza Monique Olaer I completely agree. You're always at the edge of your seat.

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Ryza Monique Olaer @083196ryza (51) 5 Feb 23

It's a Monday morning here in the Philippines Woke up feeling refreshed for the first time in a long time. It's definitely the week-long vacation that I got from all the craziness of my major rotations at the hospital. Usually,...

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Ryza Monique Olaer A prayer is the most wonderful way to start your day.

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