Bella

@BellaEdward (215)

India • Age 38

Joined myLot 4 years ago

I am just me.

Bella's Discussions

Do you know what your passion is? Do you make money with your passion?

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 21 Apr 21

I am at the point in life where I realise this is not what I want to do anymore. But I don't know where my passion lies either. How to find out my passion?

passion

life

work

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5 people

I think of mylot when I want to talk openly

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 21 Apr 21

I come to mylot when I want to share something I can not share with my family or friends. For fear of judgmental, pointed fingers. Am I odd? I love the anonymity and hope none will recognise me ever. Or is that a false...

anonymity

judgements

scrutiny

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7 people

I crave for a good night sleep. Help me

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 5 Jan 21

How do you fall asleep? Do you read books, listen to music or scroll down in mobile to sleep? Even if I go to bed at 10:30, I will be awake at least until 1 am. I will be scrolling in my mobile, listening to some audiobooks and I...

sleep

good night

dreams

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8 people

Do you enjoy the work you do?

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 5 Jan 21

Did you find your dream job? Are you satisfied with your work? How did you know this is your calling? Do you enjoy the work you do and the team you work with? Do you love your company? I switched my career after 9 years, and I am...

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6 people

Do you talk to respond or to listen?

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 3 Jan 21

My husband always says i talk to respond/reply and end the conversation. Yeah I agree i am more eager to end conversation than prolong it, which is not a very good character. How about you?

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3 people

I don't feel like doing anything

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 3 Jan 21

I dont wanna wake up, dont wanna work, dont wanna sleep, dont wanna paint, dont wanna take bath, dont wanna talk or listen, dont wanna cook or clean. I dont wanna do anything. Am I lazy? Or am I beyond depressed? I feel lost just...

lazy

depression

lost

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2 people

Have any of you thought of migrating to another country?

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 3 Jan 21

I have always dreamt of living and settling in some other country. Because i wanted to experience the four seasons, freedom and most importantly there is a strong misconception here that people who settle abroad are considered to...

migrate

life

successful

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3 people

I love my dog but i wish i hadn't!!

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 3 Jan 21

Its with heavy heart I am opening myself. Even admitting to myself I shouldn't ever had a dog in first place. He is a gift to ourselves on our wedding and that's where everything went wrong. We could never travel for more than 3...

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1 person

Heard of bipolar disorder? How to deal with a person having that?

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 9 Jun 20

Recently my husband had change in behavior. At times he is like i love you, i care for you and at times he is very distant and leaves no chances to brake me down. And he got diagnozed with bipolar depression and is on medication...

bipolar disorder

bipolar

depression

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6 people

Do you like to watch foreign dramas/movies with subtitles?

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 9 Jun 20

This is my recent addiction during lockdown. I love watching chinese, korean, thai, fin, turkish series/movies in youtube and other apps with English subtitles. Love 020, Put your head on my shoulder and Skate into love are my...

chinese

korean

foreign dramas

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5 people

People are being so hypocrites!!

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 4 Jun 20

I hope most people must have heard about the elephant dieing eating the crack filled pineapple thus killing the baby in her womb. I dont even want to read or retell the details. Yes, its sad and heartbreaking. No doubt about that....

dead elephant

humans

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9 people

What time of a day you feel more refreshed?

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 4 Jun 20

Waking up at dawn? Getting ready to office? After having breakfast? Coming back home? Seeing the sunset? When do you feel more yourself and refreshed? Or like me being in the bed no matter what time of day?

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12 people

Stick to the routine or make changes once in a whie?

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 4 Jun 20

There must be a certain order how your day goes and you must be following it for years. Do you like being in same routine in first place? Will you ever get bored? What if you get interrupted and need to make adjustments to change...

daily routines

changes

adaptation

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4 people

Never love your company or the work you do.

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 3 Jun 20

Go to work, just do your work the way you expect and leave. Dont give so much of your extra effort to make sure the work is perfectly done. Because, when they will tell you to take a break without any pay for 4 months, its...

recession

economic crisis

layoffs

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8 people

How to come out of anxiety disorder?

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 3 Jun 20

Recently i lost sleep, lost interest in hobbies thay interested me like drawing, painting, stitching, diys and i found myself longing to lie down somewhere whole day. Sometimes i wanted to cry so bad, but not even single tear will...

depression

anxiety

mental disorder

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5 people

Do you check authenticity of a message before sharing?

Bella @BellaEdward (215) • India 3 Jun 20

Nowdays there are a lot of messages coming in social medias. Do you take a moment to see if its actually true before forwarding/sharing? Before some time i never bothered to double check, but now i share only if I am sure of its...

messages

social media

sharing

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5 people